There was no unpacking to do. Everything was here as I left it five
years ago. We only took, five years ago, what each could carry, waving
goodbye to the house at the bend of the path and calling to it as the
German soldiers called to their disappearing homes, 'Back for
Christmas!' So that I came again to it with only what I could carry, and
had nothing to unpack. All I had to do was to drop my little bag on the
first chair I found and myself on to the grass, and in that position we
both stayed till bedtime.
Antoine is surprised at nothing. He usedn't to be surprised at my
gaiety, which yet might well have seemed to him, accustomed to the
sobriety of the peasant women here, excessive; and nor is he now
surprised at my silence. He has made a few inquiries as to the health
and whereabouts of the other members of that confident group that waved
goodbyes five years ago, and showed no surprise when the answer, at
nearly every name, was 'Dead.' He has married since I went away, and
hasn't a single one of the five children he might have had, and he
doesn't seem surprised at that either. I am. I imagined the house, while
I was away, getting steadily fuller, and used to think that when I came
back I would find little Swiss babies scattered all over it; for, after
all, there quite well might have been ten, supposing Antoine had
happened to possess a natural facility in twins.
_July 26th._
The silence here is astonishing. There are hardly any birds. There is
hardly any wind, so that the leaves are very still and the grass
scarcely stirs. The crickets are busy, and the sound of the bells on
distant cows pasturing higher up on the mountains floats down to me; but
else there is nothing but a great, sun-flooded silence.
When I left London it was raining. The Peace Day flags, still hanging
along the streets, drooped heavy with wet in what might have been
November air, it was so dank and gloomy. I was prepared to arrive here
in one of the mountain mists that settle down on one sometimes for
days,--vast wet stretches of grey stuff like some cold, sodden blanket,
muffling one away from the mountains opposite, and the valley, and the
sun. Instead I found summer: beautiful clear summer, fresh and warm
together as only summer up on these honey-scented slopes can be, with
the peasants beginning to cut the grass,--for things happen a month
later here than down in the valley, and if you climb higher you can
catch up June, and by climbing higher and higher you can climb, if you
want to, right back into the spring. But you don't want to if you're me.
You don't want to do anything but stay quiet where you are.
_July 27th._
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