In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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As for Anne, a sigh of satisfaction and relief came from her bosom, not
like that deeper sigh which breathed forth the curate’s cares. As soon
as she had seen the game begun and all comfortable, she would escape to
her own business. Her heart beat high with the thought of the meeting
that awaited her, and of the long, confiding, lover’s talk, the pouring
out of all her cares into another heart which was her own. Anne had not
been accustomed to much sympathy in her life. She had not wanted it
perhaps. She loved her little sister with her whole heart; but a high
sense of honour had kept her, even when a child, from confiding to Rose
any of the little jars and frets of which Rose’s mother was the chief
cause; and what other cares had Anne? So that the delight of saying
everything that was in her heart was as new to her as the love that made
it possible. And it was one of the elements of wondering happiness that
filled her whole being to find out how many things she had to tell. She
had thought herself reserved, unexpansive, sometimes even cold and
heartless, when she beheld the endless confidential chatter of other
girls, and wondered why it was that she had nothing to confide. But now
she was half dismayed and half transported to discover how much she too
had to say. The deep waters of her heart seemed to flow over from that
secret place, and pour out in an irrestrainable flood. It seemed to
herself that she kept them in with difficulty even to other people
_now_. She had so much to tell him that she could scarcely help
preluding even to those who were indifferent, betraying to them the
great tide of utterance that was in her. As a matter of fact, she did
not at all betray herself; the Woodheads and the Ashleys saw that Anne
was slightly flushed and feverish, justifying the complaint she made of
a headache, for the sake of which she feared staying out in the sun; and
one of the former, who was a medical young lady, accustomed to manage
all the lighter maladies of her father’s parish, immediately prescribed
for the sufferer.
‘Don’t stay out here,’ Miss Fanny said; ‘it is the worst thing possible.
Go and lie down; or, if you don’t like that, sit down in the shade and
take a quiet book. Have you got a novel?--if it’s not an exciting one,
that will do--but keep yourself perfectly quiet and never mind us. Her
pulse is just a little excited--nothing to be alarmed about--if she will
but go and lie down.’
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