In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover — John Shaqi
In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The others, especially the two young men, exchanged furtive glances.
Willie pressed Charley’s arm with a whisper, ‘Keep it up, old fellow!’
Poor curate! he looked piteously at the girl whom he had not had the
courage to try for. Would her cheeks have taken that lovely flush, her
eye got that anxious, nervous brightness for him? Was it all a question
of pluck, and who should be the first to speak? He watched her going
back to the house, across the flower garden, with his lips in an
unconscious foolish gape of self-renunciation and tender pity and
regret. But happily that rich brown beard of his hid the imbecility of
this pathetic simple gaze. And then he turned with sober resolution to
the game. He cared for nothing any more now that Anne had gone. But an
Englishman must play his game out whatever happens; though heaven and
earth should melt away.
Nobody suspected her, nobody dreamt what Anne was about to do. That she
should do anything that was not open and manifest entered into no one’s
idea of her. She had always been mistress of herself and all her ways,
and had never quailed before the face of man. Did she feel guilty now
when she thus appeared to accept the advice offered to her--appeared to
consent to take shelter from the sun, and went back to the house to lie
down, or take a quiet book, as was recommended? Anne was a great deal
too much occupied with her own thoughts and plans to feel any of those
little guilts yet. She was scarcely conscious of what she herself felt
and thought. She had to carry the report of the morning to the other
person, who was as much concerned as she was in it; to tell him
everything, to know what he had to say, to consult with him as to what
they were to do. With all this in her heart, a flood of thought, rising
and falling, like waves of the sea, is it possible that she could think
of what the others would say, or even of the novel aspect of her
subterfuge and evasion? She could think of nothing about them, but of
how to get free, to be delivered from her companions. To see him was
necessary, indispensable. She had never permitted it to be supposed that
she would not see him, or suffered anything to be drawn from her which
could imply an intention of giving him up. Her father had said nothing
on this subject. There had been neither condition nor promise. But still
it was no doubt contrary to Anne’s character, as it was to high honour
and sincerity, that she should allow it to be supposed that she was
returning to the house on account of her headache, when her intention
was to go out another way and meet her lover. When she thought of it
afterwards the flush of shame which came over her ran from head to foot;
but at the present moment she was entirely unmoved by it. The idea did
not so much as cross the threshold of her mind.
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