No answer came, but her mind grew diseased--she lost belief in the death
of her husband, she thought that he had taken the weeping child in his
arms and gone somewhere, but that he might return any moment. Then,
altogether incapable of another thought, she sought him with that bitter
mechanical movement of the eyes. She went to the restaurant, thinking to
find him there where she had made his acquaintance.
Unfortunately she did not die, but found a valiant arm which strove to
snatch her from error, and a breast which wished to give her warmth. The
effort was vain, but it saved her life. Gustav's love secured her rescue
and protection, as it were by the tenure of a spider-web which did not
let her go from the earth. His voice cried to her, "Stay," and though
there was no echo in her, she remained, without witness of herself,
indifferent, a thing, not a human being.
Such was the widow.
She entered the room and stood near the door, like a stone statue, in
gloomy majesty. It was warm and smoky around her, the last sounds of a
song were quivering in the air yet. A little coarse and a little
dissolute was the song, and on that impure background bloomed the widow
like a water-lily on a turbid pool.
Silence came. They respected her in that place. In her presence even
Augustinovich became endurable. Some remembered Potkanski, others
inclined their heads before her misfortune. There were also those who
revered her beauty. The assembly assumed in her presence its seemliest
aspect.
Gustav brought up an armchair to Pani Helena, and taking her warm shawl
went to a corner to Yosef, who, attracted and astonished, turned his
gleaming eyes at the widow.
Gustav began a conversation with him.
"That is she," said he, in an undertone.
"I understand."
"Do not show thyself to her much. The poor woman! every new face brings
her disappointment, she is always looking for her husband."
"Art thou acquainted with her long?"
"This is the second year. I was a witness and best man at Potkanski's
wedding." Gustav smiled bitterly. "Since his death I see her daily."
"Vasilkevich says that thou hast given her aid and protection."
"I have, and I have not; some one had to attend to that, and I occupied
myself with it; but such protection as mine--Do what is possible, work,
fly, run--misery upon misery! so that sometimes despair seizes hold of a
man."
"But the family?"
"What family?"
"His."
"They injure her!" cried Gustav, with violence.
"But they are rich, are they not?"
"Aristocrats! Hypocrites! They and I have not finished yet. They will
remember long the injustice done to this dove. Listen to me, Yosef. Were
a little child of that family to beg a morsel of bread of me from
hunger, I would rather throw the bread to a dog."
"Oh, a romance!"
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