She read the Letter over and over, then flung it by, then read it
again; the Novelty of the Adventure made her repeat her Curiosity, and
take more than ordinary Pains to understand it. At last her Familiarity
with the Expressions grew to an Intimacy, and what she at first
permitted she now began to like. She thought there was something in it
a little more serious, than to be barely Gallantry. She wondred at her
own Blindness, and fancy’d she could remember something of a more
becoming Air in the Stranger than was usual to Lorenzo. This thought
was parent to another of the same kind, till a long Chain successively
had Birth, and every one somewhat more than other, in Favour of the
supposed Aurelian. She reflected upon his Discretion, in deferring the
Discovery of himself, till a little time had, as it were, weaned her
from her perswasion, and by removing her farther from her Mistake, had
prepared her for a full and determinate Convincement. She thought his
Behaviour, in personating a Sick Man so readily, upon the first hint
was not amiss, and smil’d to think of his Excuse to procure her
Handkerchief; and last of all, his sifting out the Means to write to
her, which he had done with that Modesty and Respect, she could not
tell how to find fault with it.
She had proceeded thus far in a maze of Thought, when she started to
find her self so lost to her Reason, and would have trod back again
that path of deluding Fancy; accusing her self of Fondness, and
inconsiderate Easiness, in giving Credit to the Letter of a Person
whose Face she never saw, and whose first Acquaintance with her was a
Treachery, and he who could so readily deliver his Tongue of a Lye upon
a Surprize, was scarce to be trusted when he had sufficient Time
allow’d him to beget a Fiction, and Means to perfect the Birth.
How did she know this to be Aurelian, if he were? Nay farther, put it
to the Extremity, What if she should upon farther Conversation with him
proceed to Love him? What Hopes were there for her? Or how could she
consent to Marry a Man already Destined for another Woman? nay, a Woman
that was her Friend, whose Marrying with him was to compleat the happy
Reconciliation of Two Noble Families, and which might prevent the
Effusion of much Blood likely to be shed in that Quarrel: Besides, she
should incurr share of the Guilt, which he would draw upon him by
Disobedience to his Father, whom she was sure would not be consenting
to it.
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