France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
And so she was dying. A strange malady was consuming her youth. She was
without strength and unable to sleep. The doctors looked in vain for any
discoverable disorder, for none existed; all her faculties were failing
away in equal degree, all her organs were gradually degenerating; her
heart was burning at a slow fire, her eyes were losing their lustre, the
circulation of her blood was governed entirely by excitement and fever;
a few months more and the poor captive bird would surely die. But,
whatever the extent of her resignation and her discouragement, the need
remained the same. That silent, broken heart was still calling
involuntarily to some generous youthful heart to revivify it. The being
whom she had loved most dearly hitherto was Noun, the cheery and brave
companion of her tedious solitude; and the man who had manifested the
greatest liking for her was her phlegmatic cousin Sir Ralph. What food
for the all-consuming activity of her thoughts--a poor girl, ignorant
and neglected like herself, and an Englishman whose only passion was
fox-hunting!
Madame Delmare was genuinely unhappy, and the first time that she felt
the burning breath of a young and passionate man enter her frigid
atmosphere, the first time that a tender and caressing word delighted
her ear, and quivering lips left a mark as of a red-hot iron on her
hand, she thought neither of the duties that had been laid upon her, nor
of the prudence that had been enjoined upon her, nor of the future that
had been predicted for her; she remembered only the hateful past, her
long suffering, her despotic masters. Nor did it occur to her that the
man before her might be false or fickle. She saw him as she wished him
to be, as she had dreamed of him, and Raymon could easily have deceived
her if he had not been sincere.
But how could he fail to be sincere with so lovely and loving a woman?
What other had ever laid bare her heart to him with such candor and
ingenuousness? With what other had he been able to look forward to a
future so captivating and so secure? Was she not born to love him, this
slave who simply awaited a sign to break her chains, a word to follow
him? Evidently heaven had made for Raymon this melancholy child of Ile
Bourbon, whom no one had ever loved, and who but for him must have died.
Nevertheless a feeling of terror succeeded this all-pervading, feverish
joy in Madame Delmare's heart. She thought of her quick-tempered,
keen-eyed, vindictive husband, and she was afraid,--not for herself, for
she was inured to threats, but for the man who was about to undertake a
battle to the death with her tyrant. She knew so little of society that
she transformed her life into a tragic romance; a timid creature, who
dared not love for fear of endangering her lover's life, she gave no
thought to the danger of destroying herself.
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