France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"Because she is so kind-hearted," said poor Noun. "Who could help being
kind-hearted after living with her?"
When Noun spoke of Madame Delmare, Raymon listened with an interest of
which she had no suspicion.
The day passed quietly enough, but Noun dared not lead the conversation
to her real object. At last, toward evening, she made an effort and
compelled him to declare his intentions.
Raymon had no other intention than to rid himself of a dangerous witness
and of a woman whom he no longer loved. But he proposed to assure her
future, and in fear and trembling he made her the most liberal offers.
It was a bitter affront to the poor girl; she tore her hair, and would
have beaten her head against the wall if Raymon had not put forth all
his strength to hold her. Thereupon, employing all the resources of
language and intellect with which nature had endowed him, he made her
understand that it was not for her, but for the child she was to bring
into the world, that he desired to make provision.
"It is my duty," he said; "I hand the funds over to you as the child's
heritage, and you would fail in your duty to him if a false sense of
delicacy should lead you to reject them."
Noun became calmer and wiped her eyes.
"Very well," she said, "I will accept the money if you will promise to
keep on loving me; for, just by doing your duty to the child, you will
not do it to the mother. Your gift will keep him alive, but your
indifference will kill me. Can't you take me into your service? I am not
exacting; I don't aspire to all that another woman in my place might
have had the skill to obtain. But let me be your servant. Obtain a place
for me in your mother's family. She will be satisfied with me, I give
you my word; and, even if you don't love me, I shall at least see you."
"What you ask is impossible, my dear Noun. In your present condition you
cannot think of entering anyone's service; and to deceive my mother--to
play upon her confidence in me--would be a base act to which I shall
never consent. Go to Lyon or Bordeaux; I will undertake to see to it
that you want nothing until such time as you can show yourself again.
Then I will obtain a place for you with some one of my acquaintances--at
Paris, if you wish, if you insist upon being near me--but as to living
under the same roof, that is impossible."
"Impossible!" echoed Noun, wringing her hands in a passion of grief. "I
see that you despise me--that you blush for me. But no, I will not go
away, alone and degraded, to die abandoned in some distant city where
you will forget me. What do I care for my reputation? Your love is what
I wanted to retain."
"Noun, if you fear that I am deceiving you, come with me. The same
carriage shall take us to whatever place you choose. I will go with you
anywhere, except to Paris or to my mother's, and I will bestow upon you
all the care and attention that I owe you."
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