"As for the tale I told the neighbours," he went on--"it was the best
thing I could think of. If I had said you were a child I had taken in
to adopt, not one of them would have believed me; 'twas a case of
telling one lie or t'other, the real truth being so queer and out of
the common, so I chose the easiest. And it's been all right with you,
my girl, whichever way you put it. There may be a few stuck-up young
huzzies in the village that aren't friendly to you, but you may take it
that it's more out of jealousy of Robin's liking for you than anything
else. Robin loves you--you know he does; and all you've got to do is to
make him happy. Marry him, for the farm will be his when I'm dead, and
it'll give me a bit of comfort to feel that you're settled down with
him in the old home. For then I know it'll go on just the same--just
the same--"
His words trailed off brokenly. His head sank on his chest, and some
slow tears made their difficult way out of his eyes and dropped on his
silver beard.
She watched him with a certain grave compassion, but she did not at
once go, as she would usually have done, to put her arms round his neck
and console him. She seemed to herself removed miles away from him and
from everything she had ever known. Just then there was a noise of
rough but cheery voices outside shouting "good-night" to each other,
and she said in a quiet tone:
"The men are away now. Is there anything you want before I go to bed?"
With a sudden access of energy, which contrasted strangely with his
former feebleness, he rose and confronted her.
"No, there's nothing I want!" he said, in vehement tones--"Nothing but
peace and quietness! I've told you your story, and you take it ill. But
recollect, girl, that if you consider any shame has been put on you,
I've put equal shame on myself for your sake--I, Hugo Jocelyn,--against
whom never a word has been said but this,--which is a lie--that my
child, mine!--was born out of wedlock! I suffered this against myself
solely for your sake--I, who never wronged a woman in my life!--I, who
never loved but one woman, who died before I had the chance to marry
her!--and I say and I swear I have sacrificed something of my name and
reputation to you! So that you need not make trouble because you also
share in the sacrifice. Robin thinks you're my child, and therefore his
cousin,--and he counts nothing against you, for he knows that what the
world would count against you must be my fault and would be my fault,
if the lie I started against myself was true. Marry Robin, I tell
you!--and if you care to make me happy, marry him before I die. Then
you're safe out of all harm's way. If you DON'T marry him--"
Her breath came and went quickly--she folded her hands across her
bosom, trying to still the loud and rapid beating of her heart, but her
eyes were very bright and steadfast.
"Yes? What then?" she asked, calmly.
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