Soviet Union -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921 -- Personal narratives; World War, 1914-1918 -- Soviet Union
Of the women left alive but wounded, thirty were brought to a hospital
not far from the Nikolai station, Petrograd, and there I saw them. When
I went into the first hospital ward a wounded girl sat up in bed and,
smiling like the sun, held out to me a German officer’s helmet, her
prize of battle. She had killed him--that was her duty--and had taken
his helmet as a man would have done. But when she told me that Orlova,
big, dull, kind, unselfish Orlova, loved by everybody, was among the
killed, she broke down and wept as any woman would have done.
From this girl and the others I learned that Botchkareva had spoken the
exact truth when she said that no woman had faltered or shown fear. “We
all expected to die, I think,” one girl said. “I know that I did. I
said over the prayers for the dying while I was dressing that morning.
We all prayed and kissed our holy pictures, and thought sadly about
the ones at home. But we were not afraid. We were stationed between
two little woods. They were full of men, some who openly refused to
go forward, some who hesitated and didn’t quite know what they ought
to do. We shouted at them, the commander shouted at them, called them
cowards, traitors, everything we could think of. Then the commander
called out: ‘Come on, brothers, we’ll go first if you’ll only follow.’
“‘All right then,’ some of them called back, and we ran forward as fast
as we could, following Botchkareva. She was wonderful, and Skridlova
was wonderful too. We would have followed them anywhere.”
“Did you really capture a hundred Germans?” I asked.
“I don’t believe we did it all by ourselves,” was the modest reply.
“After we got into the fighting the men and the women were side by
side. We fought together and we won the battle together.”
Every one of those wounded women soldiers wanted to go back to the
front line. If fighting and dying were the price of Russia’s freedom,
they wanted to fight and fight again. If they could rally unwilling
men to fight, they wanted nothing in the world except more chances to
do it. Wounds were nothing, death was nothing in the scale of Russia’s
honor or dishonor. Then too, and this is a strange commentary on
women’s “protected” position in life, the women soldiers said that
fighting was not the most difficult or the most disagreeable work they
had ever done. They said it was less arduous if a little more dangerous
than working in a harvest field or a factory.
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