Invisible helpersLeadbeater, C. W. (Charles Webster)
Religion
Invisible helpers
Leadbeater, C. W. (Charles Webster)
Theosophy
Incredible as it may sound, the poor child was actually dying of
grief, and what made the case even more pathetic was the fact that,
all unknown to him, his brother stood at his side all the time, fully
conscious of his misery, and himself half-distracted at the failure of
his repeated attempts to touch him or speak to him.
Affairs were still in this most pitiable condition on the third
evening after the accident, when Cyril’s attention was drawn to the
two brothers--he cannot tell how. “He just happened to be passing,”
he says; yet surely the will of the Lords of Compassion guided him
to the scene. Poor Walter lay exhausted yet sleepless--alone in his
desolation, so far as he knew, though all the time his sorrowing
brother stood beside him. Lancelot, free from the chains of the flesh,
could see and hear Cyril, so obviously the first thing to do was to
soothe his pain with a promise of friendship and help in communicating
with his brother.
As soon as the dead boy’s mind was thus cheered with hope, Cyril turned
to the living one, and tried with all his strength to impress upon his
brain the knowledge that his brother stood beside him, not dead, but
living and loving as of yore. But all his efforts were in vain; the
dull apathy of grief so filled poor Walter’s mind that no suggestion
from without could enter, and Cyril knew not what to do. Yet so deeply
was he moved by the sad sight, so intense was his sympathy and so firm
his determination to help in some way or other at any cost of strength
to himself, that somehow (even to this day he cannot tell how) he found
himself able to touch and speak to the heart-broken child.
Putting aside Walter’s questions as to who he was and how he came
there, he went straight to the point, telling him that his brother
stood beside him, trying hard to make him hear his constantly repeated
assurances that he was not dead, but living and yearning to help and
comfort him. Little Walter longed to believe, yet hardly dared to
hope; but Cyril’s eager insistence vanquished his doubts at last, and
he said,
“Oh! I do believe you, because you’re so kind; but if I could only see
him, then I should _know_, then I should be quite sure; and if I
could only hear his voice telling me he was happy, I shouldn’t mind a
bit his going away again afterwards.”
Young though he was at the work, Cyril knew enough to be aware that
Walter’s wish was one not ordinarily granted, and was beginning
regretfully to tell him so, when suddenly he felt a Presence that all
the helpers know, and though no word was spoken it was borne in upon
his mind that instead of what he had meant to say, he was to promise
Walter the boon his heart desired. “Wait till I come back,” he said,
“and you shall see him then.” And then--he vanished.
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