“Of course I shall come,” said Petter Nord.
Soon they were both on board the steamer. Petter Nord was decked out in
his fine Sunday clothes. Under his hat played and smiled all the dreams
of his boyhood in a veritable kingly crown; they encircled his light
hair. Edith’s message made him quite dizzy. Had he not always thought
that fine ladies would love him? And now here was one who wished to see
him before she died. Most wonderful of all things wonderful!—He sat and
thought of her as she had been formerly. How proud, how alive! And now
she was going to die. He was in such sorrow for her sake. But that she
had been thinking of him all these years! A warm, sweet melancholy came
over him.
He was really there again, the old, mad Petter Nord. As soon as he
approached the village the Spirit of Fasting went away from him with
disgust and contempt.
Halfvorson could not keep still for a moment. The heavy gale, which he
alone perceived, swept him forward and back on the deck. As he passed
Petter, he murmured a few words, so that the latter could know by what
paths his despairing thoughts wandered.
“They found her on the ground, half dead—blood everywhere about her,”
he said once. And another time: “Was she not good? Was she not
beautiful? How could such things come to her?” And again: “She has made
me good too. Could not see her sitting in sorrow all day long and
ruining the account-book with her tears.” Then this came: “A clever
child, besides. Won her way with me. Made my home pleasant. Got me
acquaintances among fine people. Understood what she was after, but
could not resist her.” He wandered away to the bow of the boat. When he
came back he said: “I cannot bear to have her die.”
He said it all with that helpless voice, which he could not subdue or
control. Petter Nord had a proud feeling that such a man as he who wore
a royal crown on his brow had no right to be angry with Halfvorson. The
latter was separated from men by his infirmity, and could not win their
love. Therefore he had to treat them all as enemies. He was not to be
measured by the same standard as other people.
Petter Nord sank again into his dreams. _She_ had remembered him all
these years, and now she could not die before she had seen him. Oh,
fancy that a young girl for all these years had been thinking of him,
loving him, missing him!
As soon as they landed and reached the tradesman’s house, he was taken
to Edith, who was waiting for him in the arbor.
The happy Petter Nord woke from his dreams when he saw her. She was a
fair vision, this girl, withering away in emulation with the rootless
birches around her. Her big eyes had darkened and grown clearer. Her
hands were so thin and transparent that one feared to touch them for
their fragility.
And it was she who loved him. Of course he had to love her instantly in
return, deeply, dearly, ardently! It was bliss, after so many years, to
feel his heart glow at the sight of a fellow-being.
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