He had stopped motionless at the entrance of the arbor, while eyes,
heart and brain worked most eagerly. When she saw how he stood and
stared at her, she began to smile with that most despairing smile in
the world, the smile of the very ill, that says: “See, this is what I
have become, but do not count on me! I cannot be beautiful and charming
any longer. I must die soon.”
It brought him back to reality. He saw that he had to do not with a
vision, but with a spirit which was about to spread its wings, and
therefore had made the walls of its prison so delicate and transparent.
It now showed so plainly in his face and in the way he took Edith’s
hand, that he all at once suffered with her suffering,— that he had
forgotten everything but grief, that she was going to die. The sick
girl felt the same pity for herself, and her eyes filled with tears.
Oh, what sympathy he felt for her from the first moment. He understood
instantly that she would not wish to show her emotion. Of course it was
agitating for her to see him, whom she had longed for so long, but it
was her weakness that had made her betray herself. She naturally would
not like him to pay any attention to it. And so he began on an innocent
subject of conversation.
“Do you know what happened to my white mice?” he said.
She looked at him with admiration. He seemed to wish to make the way
easier for her. “I let them loose in the shop,” she said. “They have
thriven well.”
“No, really! Are there any of them left?”
“Halfvorson says that he will never be rid of Petter Nord’s mice. They
have revenged you, you understand,” she said with meaning.
“It was a very good race,” answered Petter Nord, proudly.
The conversation lagged for a while. Edith closed her eyes, as if to
rest, and he kept a respectful silence. His last answer she had not
understood. He had not responded to what she had said about revenge.
When he began to talk of the mice, she believed that he understood what
she wished to say to him. She knew that he had come to the town a few
weeks before to be revenged. Poor Petter Nord! Many a time she had
wondered what had become of him. Many a night had the cries of the
frightened boy come to her in dreams. It was partly for his sake that
she should never again have to live through such a night, that she had
begun to reform her uncle, had made his house a home for him, had let
the lonely man feel the value of having a sympathetic friend near him.
Her lot was now again bound together with that of Petter Nord. His
attempt at revenge had frightened her to death. As soon as she had
regained her strength after that severe attack, she had begged
Halfvorson to look him up.
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