He came forward out of his corner, pale, wild and unkempt. He advanced
towards her, but the terror never left his face. He looked as if he
were fascinated by a wild beast, which came to tear him to pieces. When
he was quite close to her, she put both her hands on his shoulders and
looked smiling into his face.
“Come, Petter Nord, what is the matter with you? You must go from here!
What do you mean by staying so long up here in the graveyard, Petter
Nord?”
He trembled and sank down. But she felt that she subdued him with her
eyes. Her words, on the other hand, seemed to have absolutely no
meaning to him.
She changed her tone a little. “Listen to what I say, Petter Nord. I am
not dead. I am not going to die. I have got well in order to come up
here and save you.”
He still stood in the same dull terror. Again there came a change in
her voice. “You have not caused my death,” she said more tenderly, “you
have given me life.”
She repeated it again and again. And her voice at last was trembling
with emotion, thick with weeping. But he did not understand anything of
what she said.
“Petter Nord, I love you so much, so much!” she burst out.
He was just as unmoved.
She knew nothing more to try with him. She would have to take him down
with her to the town and let time and care help.
It is not easy to say what the dreams she had taken up there with her
were and what she had expected from this meeting with the man who loved
her. Now, when she was to give it all up and treat him as a madman
only, she felt such pain, as if she was about to lose the dearest thing
life had given her. And in that bitterness of loss she drew him to her
and kissed him on the forehead.
It was meant as a farewell to both happiness and life. She felt her
strength fail her. A mortal weakness came over her.
But then she thought she saw a feeble sign of life in him. He was not
quite so limp and dull. His features were twitching. He trembled more
and more violently. She watched with ever-growing alarm. He was waking,
but to what? At last he began to weep.
She led him away to a tomb. She sat down on it, pulled him down in
front of her and laid his head on her lap. She sat and caressed him,
while he wept.
He was like some one waking from a nightmare.
“Why am I weeping?” he asked himself. “Oh, I know; I had such a
terrible dream. But it is not true. She is alive. I have not killed
her. So foolish to weep for a dream.”
Gradually everything grew clear to him; but his tears continued to
flow. She sat and caressed him, but he wept still for a long time.
“I feel such a need of weeping,” he said.
Then he looked up and smiled. “Is it Easter now?” he asked.
“What do you mean by now?”
“It can be called Easter, when the dead rise again,” he continued.
Thereupon, as if they had been intimate many years, he began to tell
her about the Spirit of Fasting and of his revolt against her rule.
“It is Easter now, and the end of her reign,” she said.
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