See, that was something for the steel-spring in her nature. That was
something for her imagination, something for her benumbed senses. To
think what he meant to do when she should come! To imagine what he
would do if she should not come there as a corpse!
They talked of it in the whole town, talked of it and nothing else. As
the cities of ancient times had loved their martyrs, the little village
loved the unhappy Petter Nord; but no one liked to go into the
graveyard and talk to him. He looked wilder each day. The obscurity of
madness sank ever closer about him. “Why does she not try to get well?”
they said of Edith. “It is unjust of her to die.”
Edith was almost angry. She who was so tired of life, must she be
compelled to take up the heavy burden again? But nevertheless she began
an honest effort. She felt what a work of repairing and mending was
going on in her body with seething force during these weeks. And no
material was spared. She consumed incredible quantities of those things
which give strength and life, whatever they may be: malt extract or
codliver oil, fresh air or sunshine, dreams or love.
And what glorious days they were, long, warm, and sunny!
At last she got the doctor’s permission to be carried up there. The
whole town was in alarm when she undertook the journey. Would she come
down with a madman? Could the misery of those weeks be blotted out of
his brain? Would the exertions she had made to begin life again be
profitless? And if it were so, how would it go with her?
As she passed by, pale with excitement, but still full of hope, there
was cause enough for anxiety. No one concealed from themselves that
Petter Nord had taken quite too large a place in her imagination. She
was the most eager of all in the worship of that strange saint. All
restraints had fallen from her when she had heard what he suffered for
her sake. But how would the sight of him affect her enthusiasm? There
is nothing romantic in a madman.
When she had been carried up to the gate of the graveyard, she left her
bearers and walked alone up the broad middle path. Her gaze wandered
round the flowering spot, but she saw no one.
Suddenly she heard a faint rustle in a clump of fir-trees, and she saw
a wild, distorted face staring from it. Never had she seen terror so
plainly stamped on a face. She was frightened herself at the sight of
it, mortally frightened. She could hardly restrain herself from running
away.
Then a great, holy feeling welled up in her. There was no longer any
thought of love or enthusiasm, but only grief that a fellow-being, one
of the unhappy ones who passed through the vale of tears with her,
should be destroyed.
The girl remained. She did not give way a single step; she let him
slowly accustom himself to the sight of her. But she put all the
strength she possessed in her gaze. She drew the man to her with the
whole force of the will that had conquered the illness in herself.
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