“Damn glad,” he answered. “I’ll be able to see for myself. One man
tells you the country is in the clutches of a murder gang, and the
next that some nobler spasm convulses it. All the same I hear work in
Ireland is trickier than Continental stunts. On the Continent you have
the majority of the nation indifferent to you, and only the official
part to circumvent; but in Ireland they say half the nation is waiting
to give a man away.”
“Why didn’t you come and say you were off?”
“I got orders this morning.”
“We have been thinking of having a look at Ireland. My wife’s
interested in adoption work, and wants to start it over there. We can’t
make up our minds.”
He looked round. “You?”
“Both of us. D’you think we’d find it worth while?”
“Probably. Why not come over? You’re people with nothing to do.”
“If we do, we’re going to be strictly neutral,” I said. “We want to
meet the other side.”
He nodded. “It’s not always easy. That’s what a good many want to do.
You may do it if you stay neutral.”
“We’re going to do it.”
“Then make up your minds. You’re sure to run across me if you come to
Dublin.” He looked at the watch on his wrist and said, “I must go.” But
he did not get up.
“You’ve got the pip,” I said.
“I’m glad to be on the road,” he answered, rubbing his chin on his
stick again; “but it’s a solemn business.” He became suddenly very
stern. “An agent requires a better courage than a soldier’s. Once he
enters enemy country he does not hear a word in favour of his cause.
The very newspapers he must read denounce the Government whose servant
he is. Day after day he wages his lonely war.
“The man I meet at the Hibernian Hotel at twelve o’clock to-morrow
is to be my ‘cousin,’ as we call it. It is my privilege to pour into
his ears all my troubles, and he will do his best for me. Once a day,
once or twice a week as may be arranged, he will appear at this place
or that place at such and such an hour to take my information. This
information he will pass on to another man, and this third man is the
link with Dublin Castle.
“My wife and I will have no other loyal acquaintances, no other person
in sympathy with us. While the Irish situation stays as it is we
shall have only each other to lean on. Now and again we may pass an
acquaintance in the street, and we shall go by without a word, without
a nod. How many times must we join in the laugh against us? How many
times must we sneer when we love? How many times must we applaud when
we scorn?”
He looked in front of him and said in a low voice, “Betray once more,
47, that a traitor may be destroyed. Deny once again, 47, that a liar’s
mouth may be stopped. Listen this time, 47, that some one else shall
listen no more. Stifle your humanity. Fight your lonely fight.”
He got up, nodded, and departed.
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