I returned to lunch and told my wife I had come across 47. She was
thrilled now at the idea of Ireland, and when lunch was over we had
nearly made up our minds. I had to leave her in the evening, it was the
case of a theatre, and as I walked out of that same theatre, somebody
was at my side. He was the only other secret service man I knew; the
introduction had come through 47. Such is life.
He was resplendent. The background of lights and women and motors
purring at the kerb was just what he wanted. We strolled back together
along Piccadilly, and he was in his best vein. He asked after my wife,
and from her he got on to women in general. He began to philosophise
presently and said:
“You can’t beat a really good woman.” Then he shook his head. “But
most women are the devil.”
“Not all.”
“Most.”
He drew up his lip like a dog.
“I remember once in Vienna there was an actress, an agent of the
Austrian Government, who was so dangerous that one after another of our
fellows had to pull out half-way because they were losing their heads.”
He nodded and went on showing his eye-tooth. “But one day there came
along an agent less susceptible than the others and--he broke her neck.”
“One of her unlucky days?”
“Yes, he broke her neck.”
There was a pause.
“The clock was over there. This agent looked at it, and it had long
gone midnight. She had been home from the theatre some time. The supper
things were on the table: supper was over. She was standing in the
middle of the room, and when she heard him coming up behind, she leaned
back bored for an embrace. She was unused to a refusal. She had in mind
to suck this man dry and afterwards toss him away like an empty wine
bottle. She put her head back, smiling. He slipped his arm round her
neck and--it’s not difficult if you know the way.”
This man had the most wonderful personality in the world. He grew more
and more splendid all the time.
“He who runs may read. In our service a man receives certain payments
for his harassing life. The agent lives two lives at one and the same
time. He lives the life of the citizen, pays his milk bill, shops with
his women friends, breakfasts, lunches, dines, and all the time he is
living a second life below the surface. He sees the moves in the war
raging about him; he remarks man after man go down. There is no cry.
These are the deaths that never get into the papers. If recorded at
all they are recorded as accidents or found dead. He sees the messages
passed at the street corners, and the friend strolling at his side
sees one man giving another a light. He sees this wanted man go by, he
sees that sign put up, he asks himself why is this man here, what is
that woman doing there? And his friend recognises only the beggar girl
whining on the doorstep, and the cabman flourishing his whip.”
We were passing under a street lamp. He had become magnificent. His
eyes were shining. He had swollen like a pouter pigeon.
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