London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
So the days moved on. Towards the end of the first week in June,
Kingcote exhibited a slight return of restlessness; he complained, when
Mary questioned him, that he could not sleep; it was nothing, it would
pass. It did not, however, pass immediately. For ten days the trouble
of mind or body rather grew than diminished; the old dislike of society
showed itself, and at length he seemed to be shrinking from his daily
occupations. Mr. Billimore, who was observant, noticed that he displayed
much anxiety to take the letters from the postman, when the latter came
into the shop each morning, and that an examination of the batch seemed
always to occasion him some disappointment. But the trouble did in the
end prove transitory. A day or two of headache, which kept him to
his room, led back to the ordinary routine of life. Business received
attention in the usual way, and his impassive countenance was
restored....
A week later, there came to the shop a messenger from a hotel, with
a note addressed to Mr. Kingcote. He was at that moment in the house;
knowing he would appear speedily, Mr. Billimore laid the note on his
master’s desk in the counting-house. Within a few minutes Kingcote
entered, and took up the envelope carelessly. He dropped it again as if
it had burnt him.
Mr. Billimore was advancing to explain by whom the note had been left.
Kingcote’s face struck him as so singular, that he retired into the shop
without having spoken.
Had he still power to feel this? That terrible sinking at the heart
which had once been so common an experience had again come upon him. He
had to sit down; his limbs would not support him. His face was hot, his
mouth all at once parched; his hands shook as if they never could regain
their steadiness.
When he opened the envelope, he found two lines:
“If you could come to see me here before five o’clock, I should be glad.
I have a private room; ask for me by name.
“Isabel Clarendon.”
It was now two in the afternoon. Kingcote, after consulting his
watch, went upstairs to his bedroom. There he paced up and down for
half-an-hour. On recovering from the shock of agitation which was
incompatible with thought of any kind, his first sentiment was one of
anger. He had thought that the time for this was gone by; the assurance
of it had been a new beginning of calm. What right had she to disturb
him? As she was in the town, she doubtless knew what his position was;
probably she had heard that from Mr. Vissian long ago. What inspiration
save of woman’s cruelty could have led to this summons? He had forgotten
her; she had gone from his life; was he never to be secure from a
renewal of that intolerable anguish, anguish even physical, which she
had it in her power to inflict upon him?
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