London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
The evening that followed was one of suffering for Mary, the beginning
of a martyrdom. She knew already that her hasty step had been a mistake;
to-day the slow-gathering consciousness became a fixed centre of pain.
She had looked from her brother to her husband and back again; she
understood that the difference between the two men was the measure
of the gulf set between herself and the world to which she rightly
belonged. Her husband’s amiability became vulgar self-complacence; his
features, his demeanour, his interests, all bore the ineffaceable stamp
of vulgarity. She watched him as he moved impatiently about the room;
she anticipated the words he would shortly speak. He had never yet
behaved to her with deliberate unkindness, though honeymoon warmth
had long since given place to working-day ease of manner; matrimonial
familiarity, a snare to the most delicate of men, takes shapes one does
not care to dwell upon in the uncultured. But now, when at length the
words came, they were rough, rancorous, brutal. Mr. Jalland attempted
irony, excogitated sarcasms; finding these insufficient to his needs, he
relieved himself in the tongue of bar-parlours. Mary put in no plea
of mitigation; she bowed her head and let the torrent fall upon her,
humiliated to the core. The man understood very well what he had done,
and knew the change in her from that day forth. But he was having his
revenge.
Our modern knights of the road are subject to one grievous temptation.
Living at places of public entertainment at other people’s expense, they
acquire tastes and habits which are somewhat rudely interfered with
when a sojourn in their homes necessitates a diet and accommodation
materially differing from that of hotels. Mary had already had the
recognition of this difficulty forced upon her; in future it was to
constitute a more serious trouble. Mr. Jalland let no opportunity pass
of finding fault with his wife’s housekeeping. The meals she prepared
for him he regarded with lofty scorn, and only on being pressed
condescended to satisfy his hunger. He would mention what he had
recently partaken of at such and such a _table-d’hôte_, adding, “No
doubt you often used to have that at home, before you married me,”
his irony pointed with a grin. His journeys, fortunately, became more
extended, and Mary had sometimes weeks of loneliness; but his return was
each time a harder trial. She soon perceived that he was acquiring the
habit of drinking more than was good for him; it improved neither his
temper nor his manners. Presently he lost a place which he had long
held, lost it in some unexplained way, and was for half a year without
employment. It was then that Mary first had to appeal to her brother for
aid. She did so without consulting her husband, but he of course knew
whence came the money upon which he lived; he came ultimately to grumble
that the supplies were so restricted. From that time onwards it was
alternation of degrees of misery.
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