London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
Jalland’s proclivity to drink grew
more pronounced, and his health suffered noticeably. He never sank to
sheer ruffiandom; never got beyond the point of nagging at his wife;
often Mary would rather he had beaten her.
She bore everything with tearful patience, but--it was a note of
character--never once sought to soften him, never once appealed to
memories. Her nature was not passionate; it cost her nothing to refrain
from recrimination, and the mistaken impulse of her inexperienced years
never bore fruit in hatred of the man to whom she had sacrificed her
life. She was a devoted mother; her children helped her to endure. Her
husband she regarded in a spirit which the institution of marriage makes
common enough; he was an item in her existence, and had to be taken
account of, even as had the necessity of daily meals. A human being
became to her a piece of furniture, only differing from chairs
and tables in that it exacted more attention and was apt to evince
ingratitude. So it went on to the end, and, when the end came, it
brought, after the perturbations of nature, a sighing of relief....
Kingcote rose on the morning after his arrival with a determination to
quit this present abode at whatever cost. He had scarcely slept; the
atmosphere brought him bodily unrest. He knew that it was the height of
imprudence to waste money in such a juncture, but life was impossible
for him under this roof, and he could not suffer his sister to dwell
in the proximity of the woman he had seen the evening before. His first
impulse of compassion spent, the spirit of almost fierce intolerance
again took possession of him. Formerly, he had felt much in the same way
towards the uneducated people with whom he had had to come in contact,
but never with such violence of personal antipathy as Mrs. Bolt and all
her belongings excited. He understood well enough the narrowness of this
spirit; he knew that his culture should have endowed him with tolerant
forbearance; but it was a matter of temperament. He dreaded to leave his
room and descend, lest he should meet one of the Bolt family; he felt
the impossibility of behaving with decent courtesy. Aristocracy of race
cannot compare in pervasive intensity with aristocracy which comes
only of the influence of intellect and temperament. Kingcote would have
chosen death rather than an existence elbow to elbow with people such as
these he found in the house.
There was the sound of the postman coming along the street; this changed
the current of his thoughts. The knock came at the door below, and he
could no longer hold back. Mrs. Bolt was just taking letters from the
box.
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