London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
Ada always spoke in a very direct way, with few words. Strangers
attributed this partly to shyness, partly to a character lacking
amenity. It was due to neither in fact, but was one of the results of
her ambiguous position which made her at once reticent and heedless of
conventional mannerisms.
“She has, I fear. The truth is, she hasn’t been herself ever since
she came back from Knightswell last summer. She has always been either
depressed or unnaturally excited. It makes me very uneasy.”
Ada made no comment.
“Do you find her--communicative?” he proceeded to ask.
“The opposite. She would scarcely speak to me.”
“You don’t say so? Now I wonder whether I may ask you to be of--of
assistance to me; whether you will not accuse me of indelicacy if I tell
you freely what it is that troubles me? You know that I always think of
you as vastly older and maturer than my own girls--pass the words, you
understand them--and that I have several times been led to speak to you
of things I should not yet touch upon with them. Well, the fact is this.
From the child’s talk while she was delirious, I am obliged to conclude
that she--in fact, that she has been so unfortunate as to fall in love
with some one who has behaved rather badly to her. Who this can be,
I have not a notion; she kept repeating the name Vincent, and I am
acquainted with no one so called. I could only gather the vaguest
impressions, but she was perpetually deploring her poverty, and speaking
of marriages made for money, and so on. Now, you will see that this is
very alarming; I cannot conceive what it means, or how such things can
have come about. Can you--this is my blunt question--can you, out of
your knowledge of Rhoda, help me to an understanding of it?”
Ada’s eyes had fallen, and her face had taken its hardest expression.
Her hands were on her lap, the one clutching over the back of the other.
When she answered it was in a distant tone.
“I can offer no explanation. I know nothing of Rhoda’s affairs.”
“Now--I have offended you,” said Mr. Meres, with vexation. “Surely, Ada,
you see that it was very natural in me to speak to you of this. Rhoda
herself will, I am convinced, refuse to give me her confidence, even if
I can bring myself to ask it. The difficulty is most serious; how can I
tell----? Never mind, we’ll speak no more of it. Tell me what you have
been reading.”
“You are far too hasty, and unjust to me,” said Ada, looking up quietly.
“I am not at all offended. It is only that I have nothing to say which
can help you. On such a subject Rhoda is as little likely to speak with
me as with you. She is a reserved girl.”
“Yes, she is, though strangely frank at times; that is my view of her
character. Well, I can only ask you to put the matter out of your head.
Really, you troubled me; I felt so sure of you, and to see you all at
once put on the unintelligent coldness of an ordinary young lady----”
“Am I not an ordinary young lady?” asked Ada, smiling.
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