Great Britain -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
“They can never marry, those two. I wish they would marry or break off,
to put me out of this torture; but they can't marry, and my sweet Susan
is wasting her prime for nothing, for a dream. Besides, it is not as
if she loved him the way I love her. She is like many a young maid.
The first comer gets her promise before she knows her value. They walk
together, get spoken of; she settles down into a groove, and so goes on,
whether her heart is in it or not; it is habit more than anything.”
Then he watched the pair, and observed that Susan's manner to George was
cool and off-hand, and that she did not seem to seek opportunities of
being alone with him.
Having got so far, he now felt it his duty to think of her interest.
He could not but feel that he was a great match for any farmer's
daughter; whereas “poor young Fielding,” said he compassionately, “is
more likely to break as a bachelor than to support a wife and children
upon 'The Grove.'”
He next allowed his mind to dwell with some bitterness upon the poor
destiny that stood between him and the woman he loved.
“George Fielding! a dull dog, that could be just as happy with any other
girl as with my angel. An oaf, so little alive to his prize that he
doesn't even see he has rivals; doesn't see that his brother loves her.
Ah! but I see that, though; lovers' eyes are sharp. Doesn't see me, who
mean to take her from both these Fieldings--and what harm? It isn't as
if their love was like mine. Heaven forbid I should meddle if it was.
A few weeks, and a few mugs of ale would wash her from what little mind
either of them have; but I never loved a woman before, and never could
look at another after her.”
And so by degrees Meadows saw that he was quite justified in his resolve
to win Susan Merton, PROVIDED IT WAS DONE FAIRLY.
This resolve taken, all this man's words and actions began to be colored
more or less by his secret wishes; and it is not too much to say, that
this was the hand which was gently but adroitly, with a touch here and a
touch there, pushing George Fielding across the Ocean.
You see, a respectable man can do a deal of mischief; more than a rogue
could.
A shrug of the shoulders from Meadows had caused the landlord to
distrain.
A hint from Meadows had caused Merton to affront George about Susan.
A tone of Meadows had closed the bank cash-box to the Fieldings' bill
of exchange, and so on. And now, finding it almost impossible to contain
his exultation--for George once in Australia he felt he could soon
vanquish Susan's faint preference, the result of habit--he turned off,
and went to meet his mare at the gate; the boy had just returned with
her.
He put his foot in the stirrup, but ere he mounted it occurred to him to
ask one of the farm servants whether the old Jew was gone.
“I sin him in the barn just now,” was the reply.
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