Alas! how much misery it is in woman's power to make, how much to avert
or remove. Man's comforter, sharer of his joys, partaker of his sorrows,
ever ready to pour into his ear the kind word of comfort, consolation,
and hope; whose soft, gentle hand smooths his pillow in the hour of
sickness; and whose low, sweet voice assuages his pain, and bears
without complaint his sometimes irritable temper. What would he do
without her? How much good can she do, and alas! how much evil. Few,
very few women there are without some one redeeming quality. Few, very
few, we hope, like Mrs. Linchmore.
But to return to our story.
Ere long, with a deep drawn sigh, Mrs. Linchmore raised her eyes, and
recalled the thoughts--which had been wandering away into the past,--to
the present time, and to the letter she held in her hand, and began to
peruse its contents, a troubled unquiet look resting on her face, as she
did so.
It was the answer to the letter she had written at her husband's
earnest solicitations, to Mrs. Elrington.
"ISABELLA MARY--(so it began)--
"Your heart deceived you not when it warned you I should not accept
Mr. Linchmore's invitation. God forbid I should ever see your face
again; it would be pain and grief to me, and recall to life
recollections, now long _hidden and buried_ in my heart. I never
wish to look on you again, though God knows I have long since
forgiven you, and that my ever constant prayer is, that I may think
of you without bitterness, and ever with charity.
"It was an evil dark day when first I saw you, and will be a still
darker one for me if ever I see you again. I could not trust myself
even now--though long years have passed away since we met last--to
meet you face to face. It would bring the image of _one_ too
forcibly and vividly to my mind; even now my hand shakes and
trembles with emotion; and my eyes swim with tears, bitter,
blinding tears, as I write.
"Do not mistake me, do not think I write this letter to reproach
you, I do not. I have never reproached you; or, at least, I have
striven to stifle all ill-feeling. I promised _him_, on his
death-bed, to forgive you and learn to think of you with, if
possible, kindly feeling and pity; and I trust I have been enabled
to fulfil that promise. No, I do not reproach you, but I leave your
own heart to do so; long, long ago, if I mistake not, it must.
"Miss Neville has told me you are cold, stern, and seldom smiled;
you are changed indeed. Changed more than I, if I were your
bitterest enemy, could have wished. Alas! that one wrong, wilful,
wicked act could have entailed so much misery and sorrow.
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