“I want you only for one moment, and I need only your face,” said
Marien. “I want to change--a line--I hardly know what to call it, at
the corner of your mouth. Your father is right; your mouth is too grave.
Think of something amusing--of the Bal Blanc at Madame d’Etaples, or
merely, if you like, of the satisfaction it will give you to be done
with these everlasting sittings--to be no longer obliged to bear the
burden of a secret, in short to get rid of your portrait-painter.”
She made him no answer, not daring to trust her voice.
“Come! now, on the contrary you are tightening your lips,” said Marien,
continuing to play with her as a cat plays with a mouse--provided there
ever was a cat who, while playing with its mouse, had no intention
of crunching it. “You are not merry, you are sad. That is not at all
becoming to you.”
“Why do you attribute to me your own thoughts? It is you who will be
glad to get rid of all this trouble.”
Fraulein Schult, who, while patiently adding stitch after stitch to the
long strip of her crochet-work, was often much amused by the dialogues
between sitter and painter, pricked up her ears to hear what a Frenchman
would say to what was evidently intended to provoke a compliment.
“On the contrary, I shall miss you very much,” said Marien, quite
simply; “I have grown accustomed to see you here. You have become one of
the familiar objects of my studio. Your absence will create a void.”
“About as much as if this or that were gone,” said Jacqueline, in a hurt
tone, pointing first to a Japanese bronze and then to an Etruscan vase;
“with only this difference, that you care least for the living object.”
“You are bitter, Mademoiselle.”
“Because you make me such provoking answers, Monsieur. My feeling
is different,” she went on impetuously, “I could pass my whole life
watching you paint.”
“You would get tired of it probably in the long run.”
“Never!” she cried, blushing a deep red.
“And you would have to put up with my pipe--that big pipe yonder--a
horror.”
“I should like it,” she cried, with conviction.
“But you would not like my bad temper. If you knew how ill I can
behave sometimes! I can scold, I can become unbearable, when this, for
example,” here he pointed with his mahlstick to the Savonarola, “does
not please me.”
“But it is beautiful--so beautiful!”
“It is detestable. I shall have to go back some day and renew my
impressions of Florence--see once more the Piazze of the Signora and
San Marco--and then I shall begin my picture all over again. Let us go
together--will you?”
“Oh!” she cried, fervently, “think of seeing Italy!--and with you!”
“It might not be so great a pleasure as you think. Nothing is such a
bore as to travel with people who are pervaded by one idea, and my
‘idee fixe’ is my picture--my great Dominican. He has taken complete
possession of me--he overshadows me. I can think of nothing but him.”
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