The enormous porte-cochere gave entrance into a square courtyard, on one
side of which was the chapel, on the other, the door that led into
the convent. Here Jacqueline presented herself, accompanied by her old
nurse, Modeste. She had not yet resumed her German lessons, and was
striving to put off as long as possible any intercourse with Fraulein
Schult, who had known of her foolish fancy, and who might perhaps renew
the odious subject. Walking with Modeste, on the contrary, seemed
like going back to the days of her childhood, the remembrance of which
soothed her like a recollection of happiness and peace, now very far
away; it was a reminiscence of the far-off limbo in which her young
soul, pure and white, had floated, without rapture, but without any
great grief or pain.
The porteress showed them into the parlor. There they found several
pupils who were talking to members of their families, from whom they
were separated by a grille, whose black bars gave to those within
the appearance of captives, and made rather a barrier to eager
demonstrations of affection, though they did not hinder the reception of
good things to eat.
“Tiens! I have brought you some chocolate,” said Jacqueline to Giselle,
as soon as her cousin appeared, looking far prettier in her black cloth
frock than when she wore an ordinary walking-costume. Her fair hair was
drawn back ‘a la Chinoise’ from a white forehead resembling that of a
German Madonna; it was one of those foreheads, slightly and delicately
curved, which phrenologists tell us indicate reflection and enthusiasm.
But Giselle, without thanking Jacqueline for the chocolate, exclaimed at
once: “Mon Dieu! What has been the matter with you?”
She spoke rather louder than usual, it being understood that
conversations were to be carried on in a low tone, so as not to
interfere with those of other persons. She added: “I find you so
altered.”
“Yes--I have been ill,” said Jacqueline, carelessly, “sorrow has made me
ill,” she added, in a whisper, looking to see whether the nun, who was
discreetly keeping watch, walking to and fro behind the grille, might
chance to be listening. “Oh, ask me no questions! I must never tell
you--but for me, you must know--the happiness of my life is at an
end--is at an end--”
She felt herself to be very interesting while she was speaking thus; her
sorrows were somewhat assuaged. There was undoubtedly a certain pleasure
in letting some one look down into the unfathomable, mysterious depths
of a suffering soul.
She had expected much curiosity on the part of Giselle, and had resolved
beforehand to give her no answers; but Giselle only sighed, and said,
softly:
“Ah--my poor darling! I, too, am very unhappy. If you only knew--”
“How? Good heavens! what can have happened to you here?”
“Here? oh! nothing, of course; but this year I am to leave the
convent--and I think I can guess what will then be before me.”
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