What one reads is good or bad
for us, according to the frame of mind in which we read it--according
as we discover in a volume healing for the sickness of our souls--or the
contrary. In view of the circumstances in which she found herself, what
Jacqueline absorbed from these books was poison.
When, after the physical and moral crisis through which she had passed,
Jacqueline resumed the life of every day, she had in her sad eyes,
around which for some time past had been dark circles, an expression of
anxiety such as the first contact with a knowledge of evil might have
put into Eve’s eyes after she had plucked the apple. Her investigations
had very imperfectly enlightened her. She was as much perplexed as ever,
with some false ideas besides. When she was well again, however, she
continued weak and languid; she felt somehow as if, she had come back to
her old surroundings from some place far away. Everything about her now
seemed sad and unfamiliar, though outwardly nothing was altered. Her
parents had apparently forgotten the unhappy episode of the picture.
It had been sent away to Grandchaux, which was tantamount to its being
buried. Hubert Marien had resumed his habits of intimacy in the family.
From that time forth he took less and less notice of Jacqueline--whether
it were that he owed her a grudge for all the annoyance she had been the
means of bringing upon him, or whether he feared to burn himself in the
flame which had once scorched him more than he admitted to himself, who
can say? Perhaps he was only acting in obedience to orders.
CHAPTER VI. A CONVENT FLOWER
One of Jacqueline’s first walks, after she had recovered, was to see her
cousin Giselle at her convent. She did not seek this friend’s society
when she was happy and in a humor for amusement, for she thought her a
little straightlaced, or, as she said, too like a nun; but nobody could
condole or sympathize with a friend in trouble like Giselle. It seemed
as if nature herself had intended her for a Sister of Charity--a Gray
Sister, as Jacqueline would sometimes call her, making fun of
her somewhat dull intellect, which had been benumbed, rather than
stimulated, by the education she had received.
The Benedictine Convent is situated in a dull street on the left bank
of the Seine, all gardens and hotels--that is, detached houses.
Grass sprouted here and there among the cobblestones. There were no
street-lamps and no policemen. Profound silence reigned there. The
petals of an acacia, which peeped timidly over its high wall, dropped,
like flakes of snow, on the few pedestrians who passed by it in the
springtime.
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