Jean stood with her quirt dangling loosely from her wrist and glanced
back toward the stables and down the coulee. She completely forgot
that she wanted a rhyme for "hills." What were towns people doing
here? And how did they get here? They had not ridden up the coulee;
there were no tracks through the gate; and besides, these were not the
prints of riding-boots.
She twitched her shoulders and went around to the door leading into her
own room. The door stood wide open when it should have been closed.
Inside there were evidences of curious inspection. She went hot with
an unreasoning anger when she saw the wide-open door into the kitchen;
first of all she went over and closed that door, her lips pressed
tightly together. To her it was as though some wanton hand had forced
up the lid of a coffin where slept her dead. She stood with her back
against the door and looked around the room, breathing quickly. She
felt the woman's foolish amusement at the old cradle with the rag doll
tucked under the patchwork quilt, and at her pitiful attempts at
adorning the tawdry walls. Without having seen more than the prints of
her shoes in the path, Jean hated the woman who had blundered in here
and had looked and laughed. She hated the man who had come with the
woman.
She went over to her desk and stood staring at the litter. A couple of
sheets of cheap tablet paper, whereon Jean had scribbled some verses of
the range, lay across the quirt she had forgotten on her last trip.
They had prowled among the papers, even! They had respected nothing of
hers, had considered nothing sacred from their inquisitiveness. Jean
picked up the paper and read the verses through, and her cheeks
reddened slowly.
Then she discovered something else that turned them white with fresh
anger. Jean had an old ledger wherein she kept a sporadic kind of a
diary which she had entitled "More or Less the Record of my Sins." She
did not write anything in it unless she felt like doing so; when she
did, she wrote just exactly what she happened to think and feel at the
time, and she had never gone back and read what was written there. Some
one else had read, however; at least the book had been pulled out of
its place and inspected, along with her other personal belongings.
Jean had pressed the first wind-flowers of the season between the pages
where she had done her last scribbling, and these were crumpled and two
petals broken, so she knew that the book had been opened carelessly and
perhaps read with that same brainless laughter.
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