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“I noticed that in Florence. Don’t you think it is a shame that people
with nasty wounds or terribly deformed should be allowed to go about
begging? The authorities ought to take care of those unfortunate people.”
“I don’t know. It is the way out here. Foreigners can hardly judge. I
suppose they prefer to beg; they earn more that way.”
“On the Piazza Michelangelo there was a beggar without arms; his hands
came out straight from the shoulders. A German doctor I was living with
said the man owned a villa at Fiesole.”
“All the better for him!”
“With us the cripples are taught to work so that they can earn their
living in a respectable way.”
“Hardly enough anyhow to buy a villa,” said Jenny, laughing.
“Can you imagine anything more demoralizing than to make one’s living by
exposing one’s deformity?”
“It is always demoralizing to know that one is a cripple in one way or
another.”
“But to live by invoking people’s compassion.”
“A cripple knows that he will be pitied in any case, and has to accept
help from men—or God.”
Jenny mounted some steps and lifted the corner of a curtain that looked
like a thin mattress. They entered a small church. Candles were burning
on the altar. The light was reflected manifold on the halo of the
tabernacle, fluttered on candlesticks and brass ornaments and made the
paper roses in the altar vases look red and yellow. A priest stood with
his back turned to them, reading silently from a book; a pair of acolytes
moved to and fro, bowed, made the sign of the cross and various other
movements which seemed meaningless to Helge.
The little church was dark; in the two side chapels tiny nightlight
flames flickered, hanging from brass chains in front of images blacker
than the darkness itself.
Jenny Winge knelt on a rush stood. Her folded hands rested on the
_prie-Dieu_, and her head was raised, showing her profile clearly
outlined against the soft candlelight, which trembled in the fair waves
of her hair and stole down the delicate bend of her bare neck.
Heggen and Ahlin took two chairs quietly from the pile against one of the
pillars.
This quiet service before dawn was quaint and impressive; Gram followed
attentively every movement of the priest. The acolytes hung a white
garment, with a golden cross on it, over his shoulders. He took the Host,
turned round and held it up to the light. The boys swung the incense, and
the sharp, sweet smell of it floated to where Helge stood, but he waited
in vain for music or singing.
Miss Winge apparently made some pretence of being a Catholic, since she
was kneeling like that. Heggen sat looking straight in front of him
towards the altar. He had laid one arm about the shoulders of Francesca,
who had fallen asleep leaning against him. Ahlin sat behind a pillar,
probably asleep too—he could not see him.
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