Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
It was extraordinary to sit here with utter strangers; he felt lonely,
but no longer depressed. The happy feeling of freedom from the previous
night returned. He looked at the others, at the two young girls, Jenny
and Francesca. He knew their names now, but little more. And none of
them knew what it meant to him to sit there, what he had left behind
by coming, the painful struggles, the conquering of obstacles and the
breaking of bonds that had held him. He felt strangely happy, almost
proud of it, and he looked at the two women with a mild pity. Such a
little thing as Cesca—and Jenny—young and high-spirited, with ready,
confident opinions behind their white, small foreheads. Two young girls
treading an even path of life, with here and there a small stone perhaps
to move away, but who knew nothing about a road like his. What would they
do, poor girls, if they had to try it? He started when Heggen touched his
shoulder, and blushed, for he had been dozing.
“You have had a nap, too, I see,” said Heggen.
Out in the street the high, quiet houses slept with closed shutters. A
tram drove up in a side street, a cab rattled over the bridge, and one or
two cold and sleepy stragglers walked on the pavement.
They turned into a street from where they could see the obelisk in front
of Trinita-dei-Monti—it stood white against the dark hollies of Pincio.
No living being was to be seen and no sound heard but their own steps
on the iron bridge and the ripple of a fountain in a yard. Far away the
murmur of the waters on Monte Pinco came through the stillness. Helge
recognized it, and as he walked towards it, a growing feeling of joy
filled him, as if his pleasure from the previous evening were waiting for
him up there by the fountain under the hollies.
He turned to Jenny Winge, not realizing that his eyes and his voice
betrayed his feeling.
“I stood here last night and saw the sun set; it seemed so strange to be
here. I have been working for years to get here. I had to come because of
my studies. I wanted to be an archæologist, but I have been obliged to
teach from the time I got my degree. I have been waiting for the day when
I could come out here—sort of prepared myself for it. Yet, when I stood
here yesterday so suddenly, I was almost taken unawares.”
“I quite understand,” said Jenny.
“The moment I stepped out of the train yesterday and saw the ruins of
the Thermes opposite, surrounded by modern buildings with cafés and
cinemas, with the sun shining on the mighty, yellow ruins, I loved it.
The trams in the piazza, the plantations, the gorgeous fountains with
such quantities of water. I thought the old walls looked so pretty in the
midst of the modern quarters with the busy traffic.”
She nodded pleasantly. “Yes,” she said; “I love it too.”
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