Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Has it ever struck you that you have never seen your face? Only the
reflection of it in the glass. We can never see what our face looks like
when we sleep or shut our eyes—isn’t it odd? It was my birthday the day
I met you; today it is yours. Are you glad to be twenty-eight, you who
think that every year completed is a gain?”
“I did not say that. I said that you may have had so much to go through
the first twenty-five years of your life that you are glad they are over.”
“And now?”
“Now....”
“Yes; do you know exactly what you want to attain during the next
year—what use you are going to make of it? Life seems to me so
overwhelmingly rich in possibilities that even you, with all your
strength, cannot avail yourself of them. Does it ever occur to you, and
does it make you sad, Jenny?”
She only smiled in answer, and looked down. She threw the end of her
cigarette on the ground and put her foot on it; her white ankle showed
through the thin black stocking. She followed with her eyes a pack of
sheep running down the opposite slope.
“We are forgetting the coffee, Mr. Gram—I am sure they are waiting for
us.”
They returned to the _osteria_ in silence; on the slope, which stretched
right down to where they had been lunching, they noticed that Ahlin was
lying forward over the table, his head on his arms. Francesca in her
bright green gown bent over him, her arms round his neck, trying to lift
his head.
“Oh, don’t, Lennart! Don’t cry. I will love you. I will marry you—do you
hear?—but you must not cry like that. I will marry you, and I think I can
be fond of you, only don’t be so miserable.”
Ahlin sobbed: “No, no—not if you don’t love me, Cesca; I don’t want you
to....”
Jenny turned and went back along the slope. Gram noticed that she flushed
a deep red down to her neck. A path took them down by the other side of
the house into the orchard. Heggen and Miss Palm were chasing each other
round the little fountain, splashing each other with water. Miss Palm
shrieked with laughter. Helge saw the colour again mount to Jenny’s face
and neck as he walked behind her between the vegetable beds. Heggen and
Miss Palm had made peace.
“The same old round,” said Helge; “take your partners.”
Jenny nodded, with the shadow of a smile.
The atmosphere at the coffee-table was somewhat strained. Miss Palm alone
was in good spirits. Francesca tried to make conversation while they were
sipping their liqueurs, and, as soon as she decently could, proposed that
they should go for a walk.
The three couples made for the Campagna, the distance between them
increasing, until they lost sight of one another altogether among the
hills. Jenny walked with Gram.
“Where are we going really?” she said.
“We might go to the Egeria grotto, for instance.”
The grotto lay in quite an opposite direction to the one chosen by the
others. They started to walk across the scorched slopes to the Bosco
Sacro, where the ancient cork trees stretched their dark foliage to the
burning sun.
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