Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
They stayed in a solitary mountain _saeter_ below Rondane. She had never
been so happy in all her life as when she awoke in her tiny bunk. She
hurried out to make coffee for her stepfather, and he took her to the
Ronde peaks, into the Styg mountains, and on fishing tours; and they went
down together to the valley for provisions. When he was out shooting,
she bathed in the cold mountain brooks and went for endless walks on the
moors; or sat in the porch knitting and dreaming, weaving romances about
a fair _saeter_ maiden and a huntsman, who was very like Berner, but
young and handsome, and who could tell about hunting and mountaineering
like Berner used to do in the evening by the fire. And he should promise
to give her a gun and take her up to unknown mountain-tops.
She remembered how tormented, ashamed, and unhappy she was when she knew
that her mother was going to have a baby. She tried to hide her thoughts
from her mother, but she knew she only partly succeeded. Berner’s anxiety
about his wife as the time drew near brought a change in her feelings. He
spoke to her about it: “I am so afraid, Jenny, because I love your mother
so dearly,” and he told her that when she herself was born her mother
was very ill. The belief that her mother’s condition was unclean and
unnatural left her when he spoke, but with it went also the feeling that
the bond between her mother and herself was mysterious, supernatural.
It became everyday, commonplace; she had been born and her mother had
suffered; she had been small and needed her mother, and because of that
her mother had loved her. Another little child was soon coming, who
needed her mother more. Jenny felt she had grown up all at once; she
sympathized with her mother as well as with Berner, and comforted him in
a precocious way: “It will pass off quite well; it always does, you know.
They scarcely ever die of it.”
When she saw her mother with the new child, who took all her time and
care, Jenny felt very forlorn, and she cried, but by and by she became
very fond of the baby, especially when little Ingeborg was over a year
old and was the sweetest, darkest little gipsy doll you could imagine—and
her mother had another tiny infant.
She had never considered the Berner children as her sisters; they were
exactly like their father. Her relationship to them was more that of an
aunt—she felt herself almost as an elderly, sensible aunt to her mother
as well as to the children.
When the accident happened her mother was younger and weaker than she.
Mrs. Winge had become young again in her second happy marriage, and
she was a little tired and worn after her three confinements in the
comparatively short time. Nils was only five months old when his father
died.
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