Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Berner fell one summer when out mountaineering, and was killed on the
spot. Jenny was then sixteen. Her mother’s grief was boundless; she had
loved her husband and been worshipped by him. Jenny tried to help her
as much as she could. How deeply she herself mourned her stepfather she
never told anybody; she knew that she had lost the best friend she had
ever had.
When she had finished school she began to take drawing lessons, and
helped her mother in the house. Berner had always been interested in
her drawings; he had been the first to teach her perspective and such
things—all he knew about it himself. He had believed she had some talent.
They could not afford to keep his dog. The two little puppies were sold,
and Mrs. Berner thought Leddy ought to be sold too—it cost so much to
feed her. But Jenny objected; nobody should have the dog, which was
mourning for its master, if they could not keep it, and she had her way.
She took the dog herself one evening to Mr. Iversnaes, Berner’s friend,
who shot and buried Leddy.
What Berner had been to her—a friend and a comrade—she tried to be to
his children. As the two girls grew up, the relations between them and
Jenny became less intimate, though still quite friendly, but the great
difference in age made a breach between them which Jenny never tried to
cross.
They were now quite nice little girls in their teens, with anæmia, small
flirtations, friendships, parties, and all the rest of it—a merry pair,
but somewhat indolent. The friendship between Nils and her had grown in
strength as time went on. His father had called the tiny baby Kalfatrus;
Jenny had adopted the name, and the boy called her Indiana.
During all those sad years now behind her, the rambles in Nordmarken with
Kalfatrus were the only occasions when she could breathe freely. She
enjoyed them specially in spring or autumn, when there were few people
about, and she and the boy sat quietly gazing into the burning pile of
wood they had made, or lay on the ground talking to one another in their
particular slang, which they dared not use at home for fear of vexing
their mother. Her portrait of Kalfatrus was the first of her paintings to
please her; it was really good.
Gunnar scolded her for not exhibiting it; he thought it would have been
bought for the picture gallery at home. She had never painted so good a
picture since.
She was to have painted Berner—papa. She had begun to call him thus when
his own children started to talk, and also to call her mother mamma.
This marked to her mind the change that had taken place in the relations
between her and the mother of her brief childhood.
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