Lord has made my boy a blessing to me. "So am I," she said, with a
little laugh that struck me like a knife. "Here--take this; I was
going to spend it in drink." And she put sixpence in coppers into my
hand, and ran away. But I ran after her, and entreated her to take the
money back; but she would not, and grew sullen. I still entreated, and
she said, "Very well; give it to me; I'll spend it in gin." What I
said to her after this I do not know, I was so grieved and sorry for
her; but I told her I would keep the money, and she thanked me for the
promise, oh! so humbly and gratefully, and began to cry so piteously
and passionately, that my own sorrows seemed light compared with hers.
I drew her away to a quiet street, and kissed her and soothed her, and
although we had never met before, she clung to me, and blessed me with
broken words and sobs. Then, when she was quieter, I asked her where
her little one was, and might I go with her and see it? She took me to
her room, and I saw her baby--such a pretty little thing!--and I
nursed it till it fell asleep, and then tidied up the room, and put
the bed straight. Ah, my darling! I could not repeat all that the poor
girl said. I went out and spent fourpence of the sixpence she gave me
in food for the baby, and she was not angry with me for it. I have
been to see her and her baby twice since that night, and my heart has
ached often when I have thought of them. If I were not as poor as I
am, I would try to be a friend to them. But, alas! what can I do? Yet
there is not a night I have stood in that place that I have not lifted
my heart to God for the goodness that has been shown to me. How good a
thing it is for the poor to help the poor as they do! God sweeten
their lives for them!'
We were silent for a long time after this. I broke the silence by
whispering,
'Mother, I didn't spend the halfpenny; it is on the mantelshelf now.'
'Dear child! I am sorry and glad. It is the first halfpenny I ever
received in charity, and it was given to me by a little child.'
'Let me look at it, mother.'
She took it from the mantelshelf, and placed it in my hands.
'I can see the angel's face now,' I said. 'It is the fairy in a
cotton-print dress.'
My mother nodded with a sweet smile.
'And the fairy is a little girl?'
'Yes, dear.'
'And she came every Saturday night afterwards, with a basket on her
arm, and gave you a halfpenny?'
'Yes, dear. How do you know?'
'I saw her to-night, and I guessed the rest. I am so glad you kissed
her! Mother, we will never, never spend this halfpenny!'
'Very well, my darling; but you haven't told me yet how it was you
found me out.'
I had barely finished my recital when a knock came at our door. On
opening it, our landlady was discovered, puffing and blowing. A great
basket was hanging from her hand. Benignant confidence in her lodger
reigned in her face; curiosity dwelt in her eye. As she entered, the
air became spirituously perfumed.
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