Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
It meant a great deal to Rosalie. The priest had laughed at her
simpleness in expecting the performance of a miracle. Perhaps would all
else had they heard it; but to her it was a very real thing, the outcome
of real belief, that left a shattered feeling of disappointment when the
ending came.
“I thought the Serpent always answered prayer when it was real,” she
said, and felt suddenly like one moving uncertainly in unknown lands
amongst a host of strangers.
The time was drawing round to autumn again, and now that her aunt had
been removed, arrangements were being made for her going. Within the
week, she had been told, she would go the Home. Those who had interested
themselves on her behalf did not like to think of the lonely girl. The
doctor who had attended the aunt and uncle had very kindly made it his
business to remove all delays, such as often took place for those who
were admitted.
Another woman, older and stronger, and more accustomed to the work, was
engaged. She had been there for some time before her aunt’s death.
Rosalie, in this new and quiet mood, recognised the kindness that had
been shown to her on all sides. But though she was truly thankful, she
could raise no enthusiasm. The next day, when afternoon came, she
dressed herself as carefully as her worn clothes would allow, and went
once more towards the temple.
But with what different feelings! For two years past she had gone always
with the same earnest prayer, with no doubt of its acceptance, and now
she was going to give up the prayer and everything that made her life
worth living.
It was just such another wet, dull day as that a year ago when, with
excess of feeling, she had drawn aside the sacred curtain and stept
within the Holy Place.
To-day, as usual, she went and knelt beside the railings. All was
growing dark. The same silence, the same utter emptiness, pervaded the
temple now, as then. Now, as then, the great longing seized her to pass
within the veil. So silently she rose, drew back the curtain stealthily,
and stept within. The Serpent’s steadfast gaze demanded her first
glance. Then she looked round, but perceived no stranger. Assured, she
ascended the steps and knelt beside the gorgeous table. With tenderness
and love, the outcome of simplicity and pure devotion, she clasped her
hands once more about the Serpent’s head, kneeling before it.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, her lips close to the terrible mouth. “I
made a god of my own tongue instead of you. But now I understand. And,
oh! Serpent, teach me the right way to live, and keep me from growing
bitter.”
Then, as before, she imprinted a light kiss, tender and loving, on the
unkissable mouth, and silently bowed her head some minutes on the table.
Then on a sudden Rosalie rose, her eyes wide open, and stared at the
golden god. They stared in wonderment, but growing understanding. The
light of dawning wisdom was in her eyes.
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