Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
She led the way along the corridor, down the slippery stairs, and turned
in at the glass door leading from the central hall towards Mr.
Barringcourt’s study; but she did not go there. Instead, she paused at a
door next to it on the same side. She passed in, and held the door for
Rosalie to follow. The room within was dark, but it must have overlooked
the Avenue, for lights from the outside shone weirdly in through the
long windows, lighting up short lines of furniture, half a grand piano,
a strip of table, an ottoman, and a piece of wall.
Mariana turned on one light. It was soft and shaded, but had not
strength enough to illuminate the whole room. The farther corners were
entirely in the shade.
“Will you not turn on more lights?” asked Rosalie.
“No; I like the twilight best. I can think and feel better when the
light is low.”
Then she uncased the violin which she had brought down with her, and
tried the strings, testing them by the piano, which was now a little
better brought to view.
Rosalie went over to a window—it was the natural instinct of a
prisoner—and looked out of it with hungry eyes.
Passing, passing, never ceasing, went the traffic, and through the
closed windows came the muffled sound of horses’ feet, and wheels, and
voices. Feverishly she scanned each face as closely as she could in the
distance; but she read nothing on them but what one reads on a hundred
faces every day. Her heart beat with an aching longing to touch the
pavement again with free feet. Three years! It was a lifetime. One day
in a house like this contained an agony of years.
“I am impatient,” she said, and closed her lips patiently and tight.
She had forgotten Mariana’s music—in the testing of the chords—till
suddenly, after a short pause, she began to play.
Rosalie’s attention was first divided between the music and the street.
What was played seemed to fit in with her mood—a simple air of sadness.
But this harmonic accompaniment had its dangers, for by degrees Rosalie
felt her spirits, instead of keeping pace with it, begin to follow. Then
the street claimed her attention less, the music absorbing it. And at
last she turned round reluctantly and looked toward the player. Mariana,
never an ordinary-looking woman, was by the one pale light quite
extraordinary. The long graceful robe she wore made her look more than
commonly tall. Her pretty arms, white and delicate yet, full of a
certain indefinable strength, and the ivory whiteness of her face, had a
curious charm and fascination in the dim lights. But beside her playing,
the musician herself was insignificant. From sadness her notes changed
to melancholy, from melancholy on to misery, from misery to despair.
Despondency, tragedy, hopeless complaint, and restless, weary wandering
on those spiritual wastes where no light comes, or even narrow track to
show that ever pilgrim passed before—this was her music.
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