Some years before Old Paul came to be known to the inhabitants of
Daisley Cross, a certain Mr. Paul Nannock had been known fairly well in
London. He was a tall, shy young man, with a painful habit of blushing,
and an utter disbelief in himself and his own powers. Finding that the
possession of considerable property smoothed the road of life for him,
and rendered it unnecessary that he should put forth those powers, Mr.
Paul Nannock drifted easily, and had rather a good time in a mild way.
People spoke of him with a shrug and a laugh; perhaps the chief thing
said about him was that very negative one--that there was no harm in
him. Perhaps it might have been better expressed by saying that Paul
Nannock had never grown up; that he looked out at the world with the
wide trusting eyes of a child, fully expecting to warm his hands at the
comfortable fire of life, without any fear of getting burnt in the
process.
Then, in an unlucky day, Paul discovered that he had a heart; found it
beating uncomfortably, and causing him considerable trouble. The dark
eyes of a woman had looked into the innocent blue eyes of Paul Nannock;
and from that time, as you will not need to be told, the world was a
different place--never to be the happy-go-lucky place it had been
before. Paul Nannock was in love.
To do the man justice, he had never for a moment believed that there was
any hope for him; that this beautiful and gracious girl could stoop from
her height to touch him had appeared altogether out of the question.
There was only in Paul's mind a deep feeling of gratitude to the kindly
fate that had brought her into his life, and had taught him this
wondrous lesson of love; he was never to forget that, and it was at all
times to be a blessed memory to him. Henceforth all women were to be
hallowed in his sight because of her; the world to be a finer place even
than he had conceived it.
And then, in a curious way--a blundering, haphazard way that belonged to
the man--he had blurted out the truth to her; and had walked that night
straight into heaven! For--wonder of wonders never to be accounted
for--she had told him that she loved him; and let it be said here that
at that time she did love him, and that there was never any thought in
her mind of his money or his position or anything else. He was different
from other men; the very earnestness and simplicity of him won her. For
three marvellous months he walked with the gods in high places, and
entered fully into the highest inheritance possible to man.
And then came the end of it. Paul had proved to be unexciting, in the
sense that he was so easily found out; all his virtues were to be seen
and known and loved at a glance; and there was no more of him to
explore. As the heart of a woman craves for mystery, so here was no
mystery to be unfolded; and she grew tired. Another man of richer
promise in that respect came suddenly into her life and swept her away;
and Paul Nannock walked the grey world alone.
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