East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“What’s the use?” said Joan. “I don’t love you,
and love does not grow with waiting; and if I do not love you, how can I marry
you? We had better make an end of the business once and for all. I am very
sorry, but it has not been my fault.”
“What’s the use? Why, all in the world! In time you will come to
think differently; in time you will learn that a Christian man’s honest
love and all that goes with it isn’t a thing to be chucked away like
dirty water; in time, perhaps, your aunt and uncle will teach you reason about
it, though you do despise me since you went away for your fine
schooling——”
“Oh, don’t tell them!” broke in Joan imploringly.
“Why, I have told them. I spoke to your aunt this very day about it, and
she wished me God-speed with all her heart, and I am sure she will be vexed
enough when she learns the truth.”
As Joan heard these words her face betrayed the perturbation of her mind. Her
aunt’s fury when she understood that she, Joan, had rejected Samuel Rock
would indeed be hard to bear. Samuel, watching, read her thoughts, and, growing
cunning in his despair, was not slow to turn them to his advantage.
“Listen, Joan,” he said: “say that you will take time to
think it over, and I will make matters easy for you with Mrs. Gillingwater. I
know how to manage her, and I promise that not a rough word shall be said to
you. Joan, Joan, it is not much to ask. Tell me that I may come again for my
answer in six months. That can’t hurt you, and it will be hope to
me.”
She hesitated. A warning sense told her that it would be better to have done
with this man at once; but then, if she obeyed it, the one thing which she
truly feared—her aunt’s fury—would fall upon her and crush
her. If she gave way, on the other hand, she knew well enough that Samuel would
shelter her from this storm for his own sake if not for hers. What could it
matter, she argued weakly, if she did postpone her final decision for six
months? Perhaps before that time she might be able to escape from Bradmouth and
Samuel Rock, and thus avoid the necessity of giving any answer.
“If I do as you wish, will you promise not to trouble me, or interfere
with me, or to speak to me about this kind of thing in the meanwhile?”
she asked.
“Yes; I swear that I will not.”
“Very good: have your own way about it, Mr. Rock; but understand that I
do not mean to encourage you by this, and I don’t think it likely that my
answer six months hence will be any different from what it is to-day.”
“I understand, Joan.”
“Very well, then: good-bye.” And she held out her hand.
He took it, and, overmastered by a sudden impulse, pressed it to his lips and
kissed it twice or thrice.
“Leave go,” she said, wrenching herself free. “Is that the
way you keep your promise?”
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