East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Henry nodded an assent, and they walked homewards silently, either because
their conversation was exhausted, or because they were lost in their own
thoughts.
It may be remembered that Mr. Milward had announced his intention of attending
Rosham church that afternoon. As Ellen knew that he was not in the habit of
honouring any place of worship with his presence, this determination of her
admirer gave her cause for thought.
For a year or more Mr. Milward’s attentions towards herself had been
marked, but as yet he had said nothing of a decisive nature. Could it be that
upon this occasion he intended to cross the line which divides attention from
courtship? She believed that he did so intend, for, otherwise, why did he take
the trouble to come several miles to church, and why had he suggested to her
that they might go out walking together afterwards, as he had done privately on
the previous evening? At any rate, if such were his mind, Ellen determined that
he should have every opportunity of declaring it; and it was chiefly for this
reason that she had arranged Emma’s expedition with her brother, since it
would then be easy for her to propose that Mr. Milward should escort herself in
search of them.
Ellen did not deceive herself. She knew Mr. Milward’s faults, his
vulgarity and assumption made her wince, and on the whole perhaps she disliked
him. But on the other hand his admiration flattered her vanity, for many were
the women who had tried to excite it and failed; his wealth appealed to her
love of luxury and place, and she was well aware that, once in the position of
his wife, she could guide his weaker will in whatever direction she desired.
Moreover his faults were all on the surface, he had no secret vices, and she
trusted to her own tact if not to counterbalance, at least to divert attention
from his errors of manner.
In due course Ellen and Lady Graves went to church, but to the private
mortification of the former Mr. Milward did not appear. At length, much to her
relief, towards the middle of the second lesson a disturbance in the nave
behind her assured her of his presence. She would not look round, indeed, but
her knowledge of him told her that nobody else arriving so painfully late would
have ventured to interrupt the congregation in this unnecessary fashion.
Meanwhile Mr. Milward had entered the pew behind her, occupying the same place
that Henry had sat in that morning, whence by many means, such as the dropping
of books and the shifting of hassocks, he endeavoured to attract her attention;
but in vain, for Ellen remained inflexible and would not so much as turn her
head. His efforts, however, did not altogether fail of their effect, inasmuch
as she could see that they drove her mother almost to distraction, for Lady
Graves liked to perform her devotions in quiet.
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