Her temper curiously unsettled by these reflections, she stood for a
long time, staring and thinking. Then a renewed disturbance in the lower
regions of the house sent her packing--but not until she had left an
inadequate scrawl of thanks, whose poverty and crudity she felt keenly.
Why had she never learned to write a hand of delicately angular
distinction to bear comparison with the hands that had addressed those
impeccably "correct" notes?...
The hallway was deserted. She let herself hastily out, believing she had
escaped detection.
Sunlight swept the street from side to side, a pitiless and withering
blast. Already every trace of last night's shower had vanished, blotted
up by an atmosphere all a-quiver with the impetuous passion of those
early, slanting rays. As if every living thing had been driven to
shelter, or dared not venture forth, the street was quiet and empty. In
violent contrast, the tides of life ran brawling through Longacre Square
on one hand and Eighth Avenue on the other.
Joan turned toward the latter, moving listlessly enough once she had
gained the grateful shadow of its easterly sidewalks. A clock in the
window of a delicatessen shop told her the hour was half-past seven,
while the sight of the food unattractively displayed proved a sharper
reminder of breakfast-time. She had no other concern in the world just
then. It would be hours before she could accomplish anything toward
establishing her independence; and what steps she was to take toward
that consummation remained altogether nebulous in her understanding.
She had not gone far before a dairy lunch settled the question as to
where she was to breakfast.
It was a small, shabby, dingy place, its walls plastered with white
tiling and mirrors. Joan's order comprised a cup of brownish-yellow
liquid, which was not coffee, and three weighty cakes known as
"sinkers." These last might have been crude, childish models in putty of
the popular American "hot biscuit," but were larger and slightly
scorched on top and bottom, and when pried open revealed a composition
resembling aerated clay. Joan anointed them generously with butter and
consumed them with evident relish. Her powers of digestion were
magnificent. The price of the meal was ten cents. She went away with a
sense of repletion and seventy-two cents.
She turned northward again. An empty day of arid hours confronted her
perturbed and questioning imagination. She was still without definite
plans or notion which way to turn for shelter. She knew only that
everything must be settled before nightfall: she dared not trust to find
another John Matthias, she could not sleep in the streets or parks, and
return to East Seventy-sixth Street she would not. She had her own
exertions to rely upon--and seventy-two cents: the one as woefully
inadequate as the other.
Near Columbus Circle she bought a copy of the _New York World_ for the
sake of its "Help Wanted" advertisements, and strolled on into Central
Park.
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