Here she found some suggestion of nature rising refreshed from its
over-night bath to bask in sunlight. The grass was nowhere scorched, and
in shadowed spots still sparkled with rain-drops. The air was still,
steamy, and heady with fragrance of vegetation. Upon this artificial,
rectangular oasis a sky of robin's-egg blue smiled benignly. A sense of
peace and friendly fortunes impregnated the girl's being. Somehow she
felt serenely sure that nothing untoward could happen to her. The world
was all too beautiful and kindly....
She discovered a remote bench and there unfolded her newspaper and ran
hastily through its advertising columns, finding one reason or another
for rejecting every opening that seemed to promise anything in the
nature of such employment as she had theretofore known. There were no
cards from theatrical firms in need of chorus-girls, and nothing else
interested her. She was now obsessed by two fixed ideas, as they might
have been the poles of her world: she was going on the stage; she was
not going back behind a counter.
Yet she must find a way to live until the stage should open its jealous
doors to her....
The morning hours ebbed slowly, with increasing heat. From time to time
Joan, for one reason or another, would drift idly on to another bench.
Once, as she sat dreaming with vacant eyes, she was roused by the quick
beating of muffled hoofs, and looked up in time to see a woman on
horseback pass swiftly along a bridle-path, closely pursued by a man,
likewise mounted. The face of the horsewoman burned bright with pleasure
and excitement and her eyes shone like stars as she glanced
over-shoulder at her distanced escort. She rode well and looked very
trim and well turned out in her habit of light-coloured linen. Joan
thought her charming--and unspeakably blessed.
Later they returned; but now their horses walked sedately side by side;
and the woman was smiling softly, with her eyes downcast, as she
listened to her companion, who bent eagerly close to her and spoke in a
low and intimate voice.
For hours afterwards Joan was haunted by the memory, and rent with
envious longing. A hundred times she pictured herself in the place of
the horsewoman; and the man at her side wore always the manner and the
aspect of John Matthias....
About two o'clock in the afternoon she lunched meagrely on
crackers-and-milk at another dairy establishment on Columbus
Avenue--reducing her capital to sixty-one cents. Then, recrossing the
park, she made her way back through the sweltering side-streets toward
her late home. She arrived in time to see her father's burly figure
lumbering heavily up the street. His gaze was to the sidewalk, his mind
upon the poolrooms, his thick, pendulous lower lip quivered with
incessant, inaudible repetition of race-track names and records. He
would not have recognized Joan had he looked directly at her. And he
didn't look.
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