'Be merciful unto me, O Lord, and call not into judgment my
manifold sins; and chiefly those whereof the world is not able
to accuse me. In youth, mid age, and now after many battles, I
find nothing in me but vanity and corruption. For, in quietness
I am negligent; in trouble impatient, tending to desperation;
and in the mean [middle] state I am so carried away with vain
fantasies, that alas! O Lord, they withdraw me from the presence
of thy Majesty. Pride and ambition assault me on the one part,
covetousness and malice trouble me on the other; briefly, O
Lord, the affections of the flesh do almost suppress the
operation of Thy Spirit. I take Thee, O Lord, who only knowest
the secrets of hearts, to record, that in none of the foresaid
do I delight; but that with them I am troubled, and that sore
against the desire of my inward man, which sobs for my
corruption, and would repose in Thy mercy alone. To the which I
clame [cry] in the promise that Thou hast made to all penitent
sinners (of whose number I profess myself to be one), in the
obedience and death of my only Saviour, our Lord Jesus Christ.
In whom, by Thy mere grace, I doubt not myself to be elected to
eternal salvation, whereof Thou hast given unto me (unto me, O
Lord, most wretched and unthankful creature) most assured signs.
For being drowned in ignorance Thou hast given to me knowledge
above the common sort of my brethren; my tongue hast Thou used
to set forth Thy glory, to oppugne idolatry, errors, and false
doctrine. Thou hast compelled me to forespeak, as well
deliverance to the afflicted, as destruction to certain
inobedient, the performance whereof, not I alone, but the very
blind world has already seen. But above all, O Lord, Thou, by
the power of Thy Holy Spirit, hast sealed unto my heart
remission of my sins, which I acknowledge and confess myself to
have received by the precious blood of Jesus Christ once shed;
in whose perfect obedience I am assured my manifold rebellions
are defaced, my grievous sins purged, and my soul made the
tabernacle of Thy Godly Majesty--Thou, O Father of mercies, Thy
Son our Lord Jesus, my only Saviour, Mediator, and Advocate, and
Thy Holy Spirit, remaining in the same by true faith, which is
the only victory that overcometh the world.'[12]
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