"You appear to think that there is no one else in the world like John
Marvel!" I said, fuming inwardly.
"I do not. In a way, he stands by himself. Why, I thought you thought so
too?"
"Yes, of course--I do--I mean--I believe you are in--" I hesitated to
finish the sentence, and changed it. "I believe you think more of him
than of any one else." I did not really believe this--I wished her to
deny it; but not she! I was playing at a game at which she was an expert
from her cradle. A subtle change of expression passed over her face. She
gave me a half glance, and then looked down. She appeared to be
reflecting and as my eyes rested on her I became conscious of the same
feeling of pleased wonder with which we gaze into a perfectly clear
fountain whose crystal depths we may penetrate, but not fathom.
"Yes, I think I do, in a way--I think him--quite wonderful. He appears
to me the embodiment of truth--rugged and without grace--but so
restful--so real--so sincere. I feel that if any great convulsion of
Nature should occur and everything should be overthrown, as soon as we
emerged we should find Mr. Marvel there unchanged--like Truth itself,
unchangeable. If ever I marry, it will be to some man like that--simple
and strong and direct always--a rock." She gazed placidly down while
this arrow quivered in my heart. I wanted to say, "Why, then, don't you
marry him?" But we were already too perilously near the edge for me to
push matters further in that direction. I wished also to say, "Why don't
you marry me?" but I was not conscious at the moment of any remarkable
resemblance to a rock of strength.
I recall her exact appearance as she waited. She happened to be arrayed
that afternoon in a dark red dress, which fitted perfectly her slim,
supple form, and her hat with a dark feather, and her dark hair about
her brow gave her an air which reminded me of a red rose. It is not,
however, the tint that makes the rose, but the rose itself. The rose is
a rose, whether its petals be red or pink or white. And such she ever
appeared to me. And the thorns that I found about her in no way
detracted from her charms. Though I might have wished her less prone to
show them, I did not find her pursuit the less delicious.
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