“_We do not know where sentient powers, in the widest sense of
the term, begin or end. And there may be disturbances and moods
of Nature wherein the very elemental forces approach sentient
being, so that, perhaps, mythopœic man has not been altogether a
dreamer of dreams. I need not dwell on the striking reflections
to which this possibility gives rise; enough that an idealistic
dynamism forces the possibility on our view. If the life of
Nature is from time to time, and under special conditions,
raised to the intense requisite level, we are in the presence of
elemental forces whose character primitive man has not entirely
misunderstood._”--“Individual and Reality” (E. D. Fawcett).
CHAPTER IX
There was an interval of a year and a half before we met again. No
letters passed between us, and I had no knowledge of where LeVallon
was or what he did. Yet while in one sense we had gone apart, in
another sense I knew that our relationship suffered no actual break.
It seemed inevitable that we should come together again. Our tie was
of such a kind that neither could shake the other off. In the meantime
my soldier’s career had been abandoned; loss of money in the family
decreed a more remunerative destiny; and the interval had been spent
learning French and German abroad with a view to a less adventurous
profession. At the age of nineteen, or thereabouts, I found myself at
Edinburgh University to study for a Bachelor of Science degree, and the
first face I saw in Professor Geikie’s lecture room for geology was
that of my old school-friend of the “Other Places,” Julius LeVallon.
I stood still and stared, aware of two opposing sensations. For
this unexpected meeting came with a kind of warning upon me. I felt
pleasure, I felt dread: I cannot determine which came first, only that,
mingled with the genuine gratification, there was also the touch of
uneasiness, the sinking of the heart I knew so well.
And I remember saying to myself--so odd are the tricks of memory--“Why,
he’s as pale as ever! Always that marble skin!” As though during
the interval he ought somehow to have acquired more colour. He was
tall, over six feet, thin, graceful as an Oriental; an expression of
determination in his face had replaced the former dreaminess. The eyes
were clear and very strong. There was an expression of great intensity
about him.
His greeting was characteristic: he showed eager pleasure, but
expressed no surprise.
“Old souls like ours are bound to meet again,” he said with a smile as
he shook my hand. “We have so much to do together.”
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