Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
"How misunderstood? Why Sir Francis? Am I to understand that you want
to quarrel with me because I am going away? If so speak it out. I
shall go just the same."
"Your going has no bearing upon my present purpose. I had made up my
mind before I had heard of your going;--only when I did hear of it it
became necessary that I should tell you at once."
"But you have told me nothing. I hate mysteries, and secrets, and
scenes. There is nothing goes against the grain so much with me as
tragedy airs. If you have done anything amiss that it is necessary
that I should know let me know it at once." As he said this there
came across his brow a look of anger and of hot ill-humour, such as
she had never seen there before. The effect was to induce her to
respect him rather than to be afraid of him. It was well that a man
should have the power and the courage to show his anger.
But it encouraged her to proceed with her task. She certainly was not
afraid of him personally, though she did dread what the world might
say of her, and especially what might be said by his friends. "I do
not know that I have done anything amiss of which I need tell you,"
she said with quiet dignity. "It is rather that which I intend to do.
I fear, Sir Francis, that you and I have made a mistake in this."
"What mistake?" he shouted. "While you beat about the bush I shall
never understand you."
"In our proposed marriage."
"What?"
"I fear that I should not make you happy."
"What on earth do you mean?" Then he paused a moment before he
continued, which he did as though he had discovered suddenly the
whole secret. "You have got another lover."
There was something in the idea so shocking to Cecilia, so
revolting,--so vulgar in the mode of expression, that the feeling
at once gave her the strength necessary to go on with her task. She
would not condescend to answer the accusation, but at once told her
story in plain language. "I think, Sir Francis Geraldine, that you do
not feel for me the regard that would make me happy as your wife. Do
not interrupt me just at present," she said, stopping him, as some
exclamation was escaping from his lips. "Hear me to the end, and, if
you have ought to say, I will then hear you. Of my own regard for you
I will say nothing. But I think that I have been mistaken as to your
nature. In fact, I feel sure that we are neither of us that which the
other supposed. It is lamentable that we should have fallen into such
an error, but it is well that even yet we can escape from it before
it is too late. As my mind is altogether made up, I can only ask your
pardon for what I have done to you, expressing myself sure at the
same time that I am now best consulting your future happiness."
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