Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
"Mamma," said Cecilia after a pause, "as Sir Francis is going
to-morrow, would you mind leaving us alone for a few minutes? There
is something which I have to say to him."
"Oh, certainly, my dear," said Mrs. Holt, as she got up and left the
room.
Now had come the moment, the difficult moment in which Cecilia Holt
had to remodel for herself the course of her future life. For the
last month or two she had been the affianced bride of a baronet, and
of a man of fashion. All Exeter had known her as the future Lady
Geraldine. And, more than that, she had learned to regard herself as
the owner of the man, and of his future home. Her imagination had
been active in drawing pictures for herself of the life she was to
live,--pictures which for a time had been rosy-hued. But whatever the
tints may have been, and how far the bright colours may have become
dimmed, it had been as Lady Geraldine, and not as Cecilia Holt that
she had looked in the glass which had shown to herself her future
career. Now, within the last four-and-twenty hours,--for the last
crowning purpose of her resolution was hardly of longer date,--she
had determined to alter it all. But he as yet did not know it. He
still regarded her as his affianced bride. Now had come the moment in
which the truth must be told to him.
As soon as her mother left the room, she got up from her seat, as
did also her lover. He, as soon as the door was closed, at once
attempted to put his arm round the girl's waist, as was his undoubted
privilege. She with the gentlest possible motion rejected his
embrace, and contrived to stand at a little distance from him. But
she said nothing. The subject to be discussed was so difficult that
words would not come to her assistance. Then he lent her his aid.
"You do not mean that you're in a tiff because of what I said just
now. Of course it is better that we should not be together for the
few days before our marriage."
"I do not think that I am in a tiff, Sir Francis. I hope I am not,
because what I have to say is too serious for ill-humour." Then she
paused. "What I have got to say is of some importance;--of very great
importance. Sir Francis Geraldine, I feel that I have to ask you to
forgive me."
"What on earth is the matter?"
"You may well ask. And, indeed, I do not know how to excuse
myself. Your friends will say that I am frivolous, and vain, and
discontented."
"What the mischief is it all about?" he demanded with an angry voice.
She knew she had not as yet told him. She could perceive that he had
not gathered from her first words any inkling of the truth; and yet
she did not know how to tell him. If it were once told she could, she
thought, defend herself. But the difficulty was to find the words by
which she could let him know what was her intention. "Sir Francis, I
fear that we have misunderstood each other."
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