English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
Mrs. Belworthy it was who first penetrated the false pretence and mockery
of the new understanding. Upon the strength of that discovery she
communicated in secret with Timothy Chave, and bade him cultivate
patience and be of good cheer despite the darkness of appearances.
Sarah, indeed, shewed by no sign that she desired to turn from her
bargain again; but the emptiness and aridity of these renewed relations
could not be hidden. Even John grasped the truth after a fortnight of
hollow lovemaking. He tried to reawaken the old romance, to galvanise a
new interest into the old hopes and plans; but Sarah’s simulation too
often broke down despite her best endeavours. Tears filled her eyes even
while she clung most fiercely to him; her parents murmured their regrets
that John should persist in ruining her life. Indeed, Mrs. Belworthy did
more than murmur; she took an occasion to speak strongly to the cowman;
yet he shut his eyes to the truth and blundered blindly on, straining
every nerve and racking his brain to discover means whereby Sarah might
be won back to the old simple ways, to her former humility of ambition
and simplicity of thought. But any restoration of the past conditions
was impossible, for her mind had much expanded in Timothy’s keeping; and
this fact did Aggett, by slow and bitter stages, at length receive and
accept. With heart the sorer for his temporary flicker of renewed
happiness, he tore himself from out a fool’s paradise and abandoned hope
and Sarah once for all.
“’Tis vain to make believe any more,” he said to her. “God knows you’ve
tried your hardest, but you ban’t built to throw dust in a body’s eyes.
Your bread’s a-been leavened wi’ tears these many days, an’ your heart’s
in arms against the falling out of things. ’Tis natural as it should be
so. We’ve tried to come together again an’ failed. Us can do no more
now.”
“Leave ’e I won’t; if you beat me away from ’e like a dog, like a dog
I’ll come back again.”
“Leave me you must, Sally. I ban’t gwaine to spoil your butivul life for
all time wi’ my love, though you come wi’ open arms an’ ax me to. Go to
un free, an’ take my solemn word as I’ll rage against him no more. I’ll
know you’m happy then; an’ that must be my happiness. I’ll never forget
you comed twice to me o’ your own free will.”
“You’m a gude man—a gert saintly man—an’ God knows why I be so pitiful
weak that anything born should have come between us, once I’d promised.”
“Many things comes between the bee an’ the butt, the cup an’ the lip, men
an’ women folks an’ their hopes o’ happiness. Please God you’ll fare
happy wi’ him.”
“I don’t deserve it, if theer’s any justice in the sky.”
“Theer ban’t to my knowledge. Pray God He’ll be gude to ’e—then I’ll
forgive the man. An’ the world won’t come to me for his character
whether or no.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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