England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Oxford (England) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
And how could there be any compunction about it? Douglas Falloden, with
his egotism, his pride in himself, his family, his wits, his boundless
confidence in his own brilliant future, was surely fair game. Such men
do not break their hearts for love. She had refused his request that he
might write to her without a qualm; and mostly because she imagined so
vividly what would have been his look of triumph had she granted it.
Then she had spent the rest of the winter and early spring in thinking
about him. And now she was going to do this reckless thing, out of
sheer wilfulness, sheer thirst for adventure. She had always been a
spoilt child, brought up with boundless indulgence, and accustomed to
all the excitements of life. It looked as though Douglas Falloden were
to be her excitement in Oxford. Girls like the two Miss Mansons might
take possession of him in public, so long as she commanded those
undiscovered rides and talks which revealed the real man. At the same
time, he should never be able to feel secure that she would do his
bidding, or keep appointments. As soon as Lady Laura’s civil note
arrived, she was determined to refuse it. He had counted on her coming;
therefore she would not go. Her first move had been a deliberate check;
her second should be a concession. In any case she would keep the upper
hand.
Nevertheless there was an inner voice which mocked, through all the
patting and curling and rolling applied by Annette’s skilled hands to
her mistress’s brown hair. Had not Falloden himself arranged this whole
adventure ahead?—found her a horse and groom, while she was still in
the stage of thinking about them, and settled the place of rendezvous?
She could not deny it; but her obstinate confidence in her own powers
and will was not thereby in the least affected. She was going because
it amused her to go; not because he prescribed it.
The following day, Saturday, witnessed an unexpected stream of callers
on Mrs. Hooper. She was supposed to be at home on Saturday afternoons
to undergraduates; but the undergraduates who came were few and shy.
They called out of respect for the Reader, whose lectures they attended
and admired. But they seldom came a second time; for although Alice had
her following of young men, it was more amusing to meet her anywhere
else than under the eyes of her small, peevish mother, who seemed to be
able to talk of nothing else than ailments and tabloids, and whether
the Bath or the Buxton waters were the better for her own kind of
rheumatism.
On this afternoon, however, the Hoopers’ little drawing-room and the
lawn outside were crowded with folk. Alexander Sorell arrived early,
and found Constance in a white dress strolling up and down the lawn
under a scarlet parasol and surrounded by a group of men with whom she
had made acquaintance on the Christ Church barge. She received him with
a pleasure, an effusion, which made a modest man blush.
“This is nice of you!—I wondered whether you’d come!”
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