England -- Fiction; Epistolary fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
She thanked me, however, most
affectionately, for my kind concern in the welfare of herself and
daughter; and then said: “I am not apt to deal in professions, my dear
Mrs. Vernon, and I never had the convenient talent of affecting
sensations foreign to my heart; and therefore I trust you will believe
me when I declare, that much as I had heard in your praise before I
knew you, I had no idea that I should ever love you as I now do; and I
must further say that your friendship towards me is more particularly
gratifying because I have reason to believe that some attempts were
made to prejudice you against me. I only wish that they, whoever they
are, to whom I am indebted for such kind intentions, could see the
terms on which we now are together, and understand the real affection
we feel for each other; but I will not detain you any longer. God bless
you, for your goodness to me and my girl, and continue to you all your
present happiness.” What can one say of such a woman, my dear mother?
Such earnestness, such solemnity of expression! and yet I cannot help
suspecting the truth of everything she says. As for Reginald, I believe
he does not know what to make of the matter. When Sir James came, he
appeared all astonishment and perplexity; the folly of the young man
and the confusion of Frederica entirely engrossed him; and though a
little private discourse with Lady Susan has since had its effect, he
is still hurt, I am sure, at her allowing of such a man’s attentions to
her daughter. Sir James invited himself with great composure to remain
here a few days—hoped we would not think it odd, was aware of its being
very impertinent, but he took the liberty of a relation; and concluded
by wishing, with a laugh, that he might be really one very soon. Even
Lady Susan seemed a little disconcerted by this forwardness; in her
heart I am persuaded she sincerely wished him gone. But something must
be done for this poor girl, if her feelings are such as both I and her
uncle believe them to be. She must not be sacrificed to policy or
ambition, and she must not be left to suffer from the dread of it. The
girl whose heart can distinguish Reginald De Courcy, deserves, however
he may slight her, a better fate than to be Sir James Martin’s wife. As
soon as I can get her alone, I will discover the real truth; but she
seems to wish to avoid me. I hope this does not proceed from anything
wrong, and that I shall not find out I have thought too well of her.
Her behaviour to Sir James certainly speaks the greatest consciousness
and embarrassment, but I see nothing in it more like encouragement.
Adieu, my dear mother.
Yours, &c.,
C. VERNON.
XXI
_Miss Vernon to Mr. De Courcy._
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