England -- Fiction; Epistolary fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
Sir,—I hope you will excuse this liberty; I am forced upon it by the
greatest distress, or I should be ashamed to trouble you. I am very
miserable about Sir James Martin, and have no other way in the world of
helping myself but by writing to you, for I am forbidden even speaking
to my uncle and aunt on the subject; and this being the case, I am
afraid my applying to you will appear no better than equivocation, and
as if I attended to the letter and not the spirit of mamma’s commands.
But if you do not take my part and persuade her to break it off, I
shall be half distracted, for I cannot bear him. No human being but
_you_ could have any chance of prevailing with her. If you will,
therefore, have the unspeakably great kindness of taking my part with
her, and persuading her to send Sir James away, I shall be more obliged
to you than it is possible for me to express. I always disliked him
from the first: it is not a sudden fancy, I assure you, sir; I always
thought him silly and impertinent and disagreeable, and now he is grown
worse than ever. I would rather work for my bread than marry him. I do
not know how to apologize enough for this letter; I know it is taking
so great a liberty. I am aware how dreadfully angry it will make mamma,
but I remember the risk.
I am, Sir, your most humble servant,
F. S. V.
XXII
_Lady Susan to Mrs. Johnson._
Churchhill.
This is insufferable! My dearest friend, I was never so enraged before,
and must relieve myself by writing to you, who I know will enter into
all my feelings. Who should come on Tuesday but Sir James Martin! Guess
my astonishment, and vexation—for, as you well know, I never wished him
to be seen at Churchhill. What a pity that you should not have known
his intentions! Not content with coming, he actually invited himself to
remain here a few days. I could have poisoned him! I made the best of
it, however, and told my story with great success to Mrs. Vernon, who,
whatever might be her real sentiments, said nothing in opposition to
mine. I made a point also of Frederica’s behaving civilly to Sir James,
and gave her to understand that I was absolutely determined on her
marrying him. She said something of her misery, but that was all. I
have for some time been more particularly resolved on the match from
seeing the rapid increase of her affection for Reginald, and from not
feeling secure that a knowledge of such affection might not in the end
awaken a return. Contemptible as a regard founded only on compassion
must make them both in my eyes, I felt by no means assured that such
might not be the consequence. It is true that Reginald had not in any
degree grown cool towards me; but yet he has lately mentioned Frederica
spontaneously and unnecessarily, and once said something in praise of
her person. _He_ was all astonishment at the appearance of my visitor,
and at first observed Sir James with an attention which I was pleased
to see not unmixed with jealousy; but unluckily it was impossible for
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