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variations of his countenance while I spoke! to see the struggle
between returning tenderness and the remains of displeasure. There is
something agreeable in feelings so easily worked on; not that I envy
him their possession, nor would, for the world, have such myself; but
they are very convenient when one wishes to influence the passions of
another. And yet this Reginald, whom a very few words from me softened
at once into the utmost submission, and rendered more tractable, more
attached, more devoted than ever, would have left me in the first angry
swelling of his proud heart without deigning to seek an explanation.
Humbled as he now is, I cannot forgive him such an instance of pride,
and am doubtful whether I ought not to punish him by dismissing him at
once after this reconciliation, or by marrying and teazing him for
ever. But these measures are each too violent to be adopted without
some deliberation; at present my thoughts are fluctuating between
various schemes. I have many things to compass: I must punish
Frederica, and pretty severely too, for her application to Reginald; I
must punish him for receiving it so favourably, and for the rest of his
conduct. I must torment my sister-in-law for the insolent triumph of
her look and manner since Sir James has been dismissed; for, in
reconciling Reginald to me, I was not able to save that ill-fated young
man; and I must make myself amends for the humiliation to which I have
stooped within these few days. To effect all this I have various plans.
I have also an idea of being soon in town; and whatever may be my
determination as to the rest, I shall probably put _that_ project in
execution; for London will be always the fairest field of action,
however my views may be directed; and at any rate I shall there be
rewarded by your society, and a little dissipation, for a ten weeks’
penance at Churchhill. I believe I owe it to my character to complete
the match between my daughter and Sir James after having so long
intended it. Let me know your opinion on this point. Flexibility of
mind, a disposition easily biassed by others, is an attribute which you
know I am not very desirous of obtaining; nor has Frederica any claim
to the indulgence of her notions at the expense of her mother’s
inclinations. Her idle love for Reginald, too! It is surely my duty to
discourage such romantic nonsense. All things considered, therefore, it
seems incumbent on me to take her to town and marry her immediately to
Sir James. When my own will is effected contrary to his, I shall have
some credit in being on good terms with Reginald, which at present, in
fact, I have not; for though he is still in my power, I have given up
the very article by which our quarrel was produced, and at best the
honour of victory is doubtful. Send me your opinion on all these
matters, my dear Alicia, and let me know whether you can get lodgings
to suit me within a short distance of you.
Your most attached
S. VERNON.
XXVI
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