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What could it mean? Had she a wish ungratified? He taxed his mind to
run through all the expressions of her idle fancy, but could think of
none with which he had not complied. Was she ill? He had made that
excuse for her before her baby was born; but now, not merely the
medical testimony, but his own anxious scrutiny told him that she
was in the finest possible health. There was an odd something about
her sometimes which he could not make out--an odd way of listening
vacantly, and not replying to direct questions, which he had noticed
lately, and only lately; but that might be a part of her idiosyncrasy.
Her appetite too was scarcely as good as it used to be; but in all
other respects she seemed perfectly well. There might have been some
difficulty with his mother and sister, he had at first imagined; but
the old lady had been wonderfully complaisant; and Til and Margaret,
when they met, seemed to get on excellently together. To be sure
his mother had assumed the reins of government during Margaret's
confinement, and held them until the last moment compatible with
decency; but her _régime_ had been over long since; and Margaret was
the last person to struggle for power so long as all trouble was taken
off her hands. Had the neighbours slighted her, she might have had
some cause for complaint; but the neighbours were every thing that was
polite, and indeed at the time of her illness had shown her attention
meriting a warmer term. What could it mean? Was there-- No; he crushed
out the idea as soon as it arose in his mind. There could not be any
question about--any one else--preying on her spirits? The man, her
destroyer--who had abandoned and deserted her--was far away; and she
was much too practical a woman not to estimate all his conduct at its
proper worth. No amount of girlish romance could survive the cruel
schooling which his villany had subjected her to; and there was no
one else whom she had seen who could have had any influence over her.
Besides, at the first, when he had made his humble proffer of love, she
had only to have told him that it could not be, and he would have taken
care that her future was provided for--if not as it had been, at all
events far beyond the reach of want. O, no, that could not be.
So argued Geoff with himself--brave, honest, simple old Geoff, with
the heart of a man and the guilelessness of a child. So he argued,
determining at the same time that he would pluck out the heart of the
mystery at once, whatever might be at its root; any thing would be
better than this suspense preying on him daily, preventing him from
doing his work, and rendering him moody and miserable.
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